MEMOIRS OF LOVE.

happy birthday mummy!

2010-01-10T22:50:00.005+08:00

it has been a fruitful 08/09 jan.
08 jan:

i went for a gathering with my jc girl clique!
the belles are namely sabrina, minfei, sock, wanjing:D
and there're like two dudes there accompanying their dude-dess.
now that you mentioned about it, MIN FEI, WE REALLY SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PICTURES TO COMMEMORATE THE BEAUTIFUL NIGHT AT TIMBRE!
t'was my first time over at timbre, a pub cum restaurant, which seems more like a restaurant.
the food is pretty decent over there, the price is manageable, and it seems like such a vibrant atmosphere. most people gather there with their friends, awww awww awww. we should have stayed longer for the live band! let's go there again!

09 jan:
mum's birthday celebration (steamboat dinner)

my baby cousins came over, and boy, it was a havoc moment!:D
kiddddddssss running around, screaming, play pretend, laughing , crying!
i feel like a nanny, and yet i know they respond by their nature. we can't blame them, can we?:)
ok, so we went on a camera-frenzy:)
here kids, your friendly tour guide AMANDA TOH (NOT TOE YOU BANANA) shall help you take many many pictures ok?
and there you have it, the piccies!
PS: my dad tried out the webcam's distortional lenses function.
COOL!;)

had a panic attack at night.
but i know i'll be fine:)
i just know it.

job hunting spreee.

2010-01-07T15:13:00.003+08:00

i've said this to a few people, i'm 'leaving' VE.
:) i decided that i wanna go for other experiences, pursue other things.
and VE at the moment, is not my career option.
yes it's true, i love talking to people and at VE, i'm able to do so.
i love doings sales, love training my agents, love the people in company.
but i feel like my time in VE is up.
(except maybe when i have sales, i can still return to submit it)

as of recent, i've been diligently sourcing out potential recruiters and job opportunities.
called to go down for several interviews:)

a few days left till school reopens, and i'm missing school so terribly already!
WHY CAN'T SCHOOL START ON 4TH JAN ALSO.
I LOVE GOING TO SCHOOL!
esp when i'm doing my favourite modules and i declared major alrdy!

and and and, i love 5712, we're going taiwan this year.
mum has agreed to let me go as long as im the one paying for everything:D
imma happy kid.
give me my fluffy:)

PS: YUEWEN, FROG IS NOT CUTE.hahaha

a most wonderful day!

2010-01-04T03:07:00.002+08:00

:) many smiles for a day like this.
thank you for those lovely assuring smses, my friends.

i don't wanna contest for something like this.
there's no need to.
life's all about moving forward, not looking backwards thinking where have we gone wrong, why didn't it work out.
and daily, i see anger and darkness eating you up.
it's not worth it.
do you love yourself?
if you do, stop.
and, if you do, why not just take a look.
no one's doing anything to hurt you, look who's hurting you.

there's a reason for everything, every action, or every non-action.
can't you see what lies beyond the zoomed in frames of this picture?
you deserve joy, i deserve happiness as well.
there's no point in contesting for that.
may you find your joy soon.

look, maybe you can try this.
contest to live your life set ablazed with good times, this one. let us put to a secret challenge.
if i can live happily, and move on, why not you?
or are you afraid to give it a try.

loves.

2010-01-03T16:00:00.003+08:00

:)

i know that fateful night has been trying.
has been hurting.
but it's okay.
it's an outward expression of all of your loves.
i just wanted all of you to know one thing.
i was getting ready to take a cab down to join you guys for the night party.
but i wasn't allowed to know where you're all are.
i admit that i should have joined earlier.
i'm sorry about that.
but nevertheless, it was harsh. not letting me in when i try to.
saying things that really made me tear.
that night i rmb, i welcomed the new year.

maybe, we should sit down and talk where both parties clarify and justify their own stand.
but overall, what envelopes us is love.
thank you for wanting me to be there:)
i learnt something from aaron,
you musn't look at the actions of that person but the heart behind those actions.

yesterday, it was as if God answered my prayers.
:) thank you my friend.
i love you.
thank you for that call.
to be honest, i didn't wanna reveal all these to you and i knew he would have said things like this to you guys, and yet why am i not defending myself?
cos i feel there's no point in doing so.
firstly, it doesn't work.
secondly, he's still my friend, i dont wanna defame him.

the new year is good.
it's a good start!:)
and i'm looking forward to meeting you people again, and im not ashamed to say that cos in the same way, this is my outward expression of love.
MUACKS!:)

on this last day of this year 2009.

2009-12-31T01:40:00.002+08:00

oh man. it's the last last few moments of year 2009, and i just wanna say it has been a good year nevertheless!:)

sure there's ups and downs, but these makes life LIFE. haha.

there are a few groups of people i wanna speak to-
1) GANG OF 13 THEN BECOME 12 THEN NOW 11:
thank you all of you lovely people for entering my life 5 years ago! i really couldn't have imagined a life without any one of you, without all those stupid and retarded activities we had. as the years strode by, we grow, we mature altogether. this year has been trying for everyone of us, it;s a struggle to keep up with schedules, to comform and to sacrifice but i really hope everyone tries their best to make our outings happen! let us not wade away these 5 years and ongoing friendship! :)

2) to mr. good friend:
i know we have had a number of misunderstandings and conflicts unresolved. you seek to let them wriggle off by themselves but i want to let you know, what you've done, what you've tried so hard to possess is intimidating me. and i need time to cool off, to let it sink down. and i feel this cool off is best for both of us. you have your time to adjust to a more less hectic lifestyle. nevertheless thank you for being someone so close to me for these few years. i really treasure you. take care and no more wellowing in depression!

3) to mr. nice:
i never forget any of the nice things you've done for me. but becos i do not want to mislead you, i had to pretend like i didn't appreciate them. in fact, i showed subtle appreciation. i feel that you are one of the best guys around and you have it all when it comes to being the guy for many girls. i'm thankful to God for bringing you back to Christ, i'm thankful for the positive and closely knitted friendship we have, you are someone i really trust and depend alot on. yes, you've changed my life for the better just like i told you. and no matter rain or shine, our friendship stays you understand me? :) so don't keep things to yourself! share it with me, i will lessen your burden for you :D

4) to family:
this year has been rather positive, sure there are ups and downs. times when we are cold, times when we get heated up, but in the end love envelopes everything. and i just wanna let you know, beneath it all, i do love every single one of you, including the domestic helper who seems like a sister now. you've changed alot, become someone so unfamiliar and i hope you'd just return back to the sweet elder sister i've always looked upon. :)

5) to cell group:
i love you guys!:) SALT SHAKERS! we should have our group tee like we promised!:) and and and, i'm sorry on missing out on cell group meetings so often. i will prioritise my time better, give me a chance ok? and this year no matter how trying, whenever i go back to cell, it never fails to bring me such warmth as close as home. i thank God for these people, for each one of us are so different. we complement each other. we are the best ok! :D

6) to banana-fied:
thank you:) i thank God for getting to know you. and i look forward to times with you!

7) to MAKO-ians and VE-ians:
this is something really new. VE. this year. haha, i got to know this bunch of good looking and dynamic individuals! it has been so fun working with you people, i pocketed our smiles and bring it to work everyday! continue to work hard for your positions, and mako... TOP TEAM!:) ohoh, i love those supper nights and walking back home from office with heels!

i need to save money!

2009-12-26T23:03:00.006+08:00

FINANCIAL FREEDOM, FINANCIAL CONTROL.
PLEASE AMANDA, DO NOT OVERSPEND! IF NOT WORK HARDER!

okay, im gonna start my budget planning again.
this festive season is really a wallet exploding season!
and im clearing dan's standing order and paying for this month's locker fees.
FEEEEEESSSSSSSSS.
AND THAT'S LIKE 53 BUCKS ALRDY!

then the clique is going taiwan next yr.
hmmm, im gonna start working harder.
manda manda go!:)

okay, no more eat outs.
eat lunch/breakfast before going office.
and no spending on bubble tea like this.
each-a-cup caramel coffee for $2.50 every time, everyday 1 = $17.50 per week!
and it's not healthy altho highly addictive.
okok, so down budget everything.
it should be fine:D

kelvin and i went for canvassing today.
at the start, it was like rocky and progress was slow.
but as the night proceeds, kel feels the momentum and soon, he was limitless:)
i am really proud of him today! great job kelvin!:D

and of course, we hanged out with dear upline daniel and downline philip!
it was a great session of bonding and no matter what was the outcome of our designated task, we knew we had each other to hold on to. so happy!

and and and, there were awesome pictures from the belated christmas gathering at my place ytd!:)
singyee and i were like super-cam-on!:D

:)

this Christmas.

2009-12-26T04:07:00.003+08:00

this is a chinese song i stumbled upon not too long ago.
really sweet and romantic, simple yet heavy on the hearts for the romance and steadfast of lovers.

男人女人
by: Xu Ru Yun & Ah Mu Long 许茹芸，阿穆隆

Chorus
女:男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

多希望你是好人
Duo xi wang ni shi hao ren

多希望用你的真
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen

让我不必再心疼
Rang wo bu bi zai xin teng

男:女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

我答应做个好人
Wo da ying zuo ge hao ren

我答应用我一生
Wo da ying yong wo yi sheng
来换你的快乐一生
Lai huan ni de kuai le yi sheng

:)

this Christmas is really vastly different from previous year's. more often than not, Christmas bodes the spirit of togetherness by enjoying a good festive celebration together with our loved ones. yet mine was of many problems to overcome, many stumbling blocks that evade happiness from my dictionary. but still, i'd like to thank God for all of this. in fact, Christmas couldn't have been more meaningful than this.

it is only in times of turmoil, do we see who stands up with us/for us. and this ascertained my love for them and vice versa. thank you shanshan, thank you glendon, thank you so many of you whom i love so much. the best gift for Christmas this year is the most priceless, true friendship that stands and lasts. :)

and with that, i shall conclude that this is one of the gooooooood and most unforgettable Christmas i've had so far.
-you.

i'm a different me.

2009-12-23T10:33:00.001+08:00

i resumed my old blog, and forgone the new one.
:) cos when i retrieved the old posts and read thru them, it reminds me of how much i've matured and how much everyone whom i love so much has grown alongside with me.
and to me, such memories are priceless.
it's as if putting a price tag on it is so sinful, it crumbles the holiness of such a dainty episode of life.
and then, i think.
i wanna keep these.
i wanna keep them.
those memories, no one needs to forget.
we face it, good or bad :)

everyone goes thru a different journey, and i thank God we all went our different stories to become the awesome people we are now.
no matter who's reading this, no matter your anonymity, i just want all of you to know, you are uniquely you, and do not despise yourself or start to hate yourself if anything happens. the good stuff that happens to you brings you joy but it's only the bad stuff that happens that makes you learn :D

i feel like some really old motherly figure speaking about life leh!
and im profusely trying singlish singlish singlish so i can sound more intimate on my blog!

i read thru a few people's blogs, to find out more about how they used to lead their lives before i got to know them. and it contained wonderful/sweet events which promises to be inseparable to that someone, yet at the same time, devastating to him. and one thing i do not understand was, why is it that she can forget you just like that. and she makes the perfect r/s you were describing to me to be so menial, so un-noticed, so easily put aside! to be honest, i felt kinda insulted in your place when i read it, why the mentality when you regarded her with such importance. now i understand why your good friend do not share a good impression of her. cos as ladies, we know, she will hurt you. and she did.

what i wanna say is, she has never seen the shine in you.
you are like an unpolished gem, and once in a while she polishes, and just when you feel like you are finally illuminating your beauty, you are once again buried deep into the grounds where another miner finds you. we see beyond an unpolished gem, and even though ever since then, it is increasingly harder to make you feel assured, we want to still try to enter your life. remember your friends, for they love you! :) and move on, you know you haven't truly done so in your heart. it's not about forgetting that person, it's about yourself. have you, finally becomes prepared to move ahead and face the new world outside? you keep pushing me away. shows you haven't. but don't worry, becos i understand. and this time, instead of moving on alone, we can do so tgt. no fear! AMAAAAAAAAAAAANDA'S HERE! : D

OH MAN! SUCH A LONG AND OLD SOUNDING POST!
this is the result of not blogging for MONTHSSSSSSSS. :\
anyway, jon chan! you keep asking me out to organize the thingy!
hahaha, let's go to the farm, you gather your troops ok! :D:D
then we can all see dr. qibs tgt, and we can go milk the goat like i want to!

making time for everything, and everything makes time for me.

2009-09-22T01:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO! hahha.
i have finally returned from the land of procrastination when it comes to blogging.
and honestly, i'm not ascertain to how long this may prolong or even if this cuts even shorter!:D
normally i'd have pictures and funny tales to tell but i'm just so tired today!:)

happily tired. *GRINS*

but i'd like to just mention a few people who are important in my life!
*a long long list to go, maybe next time!* HAHAHAHA.

have you ever wondered how some people can be so perfect?:)
they seem to have everything you ever wanted , the looks, the character, the family and all.
sometimes, what we do not know is, THEY do envy us too.
there are things they hope they got from us.
there are things they want.
dreams untapped, hopes unfulfilled, like how the dark skies longs for the stars.
what i'm trying to say is, the grass is always greener on the other side.
so perhaps it's good to start shifting your thoughts from "wow, how i wish..." to "wow, i'm so happy i have..."
you get my point. :)

lastly, i'd like to say, THANK YOU GOD for giving me such a pleasant journey!
i just love my friends so much, my heart's so full of joy. :)
i cou;dn't ask for more!haha.

SWEETEST DREAMS DEAR READERS! love you all!

i actually want to go back in time.

2009-06-29T00:44:00.006+08:00

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night.

when you're sick, things get a little nastier.

LAMBOLAMBOLAMBO the BROCCOLI COW!

one thing i do.

2009-06-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

" Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended;
but one thing I do, forgetting these things which are behind
and reaching forward to those things which are ahead."

Philipians 3:13

making informed choices.
choices are based on our values, we can only make clear choices when we have strong/clear values isn't it?

the example was explained using a comparison.
would you take $5 or $10?
$1 mil or $10k?
the choice is quite obvious to many of us.
moving on...
would you take AUS 10 or US 10?
AUS 10 or SG10?
okay, this was slightly tougher but still manageable,
moving on...
so now we see as the values get less clear, it is harder for us to make obvious choices isn't it?

let's say today you receive a million bucks,
and the price is to never sing the praises of God ever again.
would you take it?
honestly would you?
in life, there are many ill-managed choices we've managed to not think about [ or to bury deep in our hearts ] because we know it's not morally right to make such choices. but today let us post a challenge to ourselves, bring it up, and face it. make the right and informed choice.

our choice makes up our destiny.
we have the power to change.
God will be the pillar of strength we'll ever need.

it was a really cool class gathering! :D

2009-06-07T22:17:00.003+08:00

okay so after lamenting over the topic that I HAVE BEEN SO BORED, i finally got to spend time with my awesome friends! :D

so it was a really... unexpected night. the string of events that happened were not pre-planned or anything so it came kinda hard on me. truly, it was. but then yue wen and jenny were really sweet, they were there for me while we idly also waited upon YAPYAP's arrival! gosh i tell you, yue wen jenny and i seemed so like his fanclub leh! :( we're like his groupies, his entourage. how how! fortunately his mummy didn't think we were in love with him! so.. gerold suffered during those 14 days of his stay in taiwan! tough life! glad he came back safely! you know i'm really proud of myself -- being able to spot YAPYAP whose amongst the vast crowds of... ARMY GUYS! the satisfaction comes from, i could tell it was him first even though, they all hard the same hairstyle and similar built! :D gosh, good eyesight ;)

then there was a 4r3 class gathering yesterday! pretty awesome! so the whole group of us [about 20 people] had some really great catchup session at bugis fish n co! everyone's pretty much the same old self in terms of personality but oh boy, everyone sure gets better looking everytime i see them! :D and then like half or more of the cohort of guys there are like "little-short-haired".
i was really touched that we were still able to have a gathering even though we haven't had one for like a couple of years! AND OH YES, I SAW MR CHENG LEH! HAHAA. he forgot my name! he was like,"ALICIA?MELISSA?" okok, at least you got that 3 syllabus thingy right!

ok, so after that we headed over to YAPYAP's place where he steadily fell asleep and i was super commisioned to wake him up cos i wanna go home and sleep! so i did like a whole lot of stupid stuff to him like stuffing tissues into his nostrils, tickling his toes, plucking his hair, pulling his ears. shaking his bed and yelling [rather softly] "EARTHQUAKE!" this truly sparked off yue wen and jenny's series of unfortunate events while gerold was sleeping! =x

i took a really good rest and i got home. i kept popping the panadol while i was out.
great rest. home sweet home.

and i've really like to thank gerold yue wen and jenny for being there.
:) for me.

really amazing art work!

2009-06-04T14:55:00.002+08:00

i really love the cheetah and avians'! :D:D
gosh so pretty!

and gosh this is some really cool art called paper child. :D

taken from www.borednight.com

this is so boring.

2009-06-04T14:29:00.002+08:00

IT'S SO BORING SO BORING SO BORING SO BORING SO BORING SO BORING!
CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START.
it's like i don't get to meet my friends everyday, i can't go to their schools to look for them, they're not free cos they got school to even spare time for me.
and all i do is, WORK.WORK.WORK.

i cannot stand it!
i mean if you're in school, you get to meet your friends daily, though you have got piles of tasks to complete, you feel joy cos there are always this bunch of people around. and you love them!
I FEEEEL SO LIKE A LONELY BEE. :(:(

so like i think i look at the doctor more often than i look at my friends.
i see the word login more often than i see my friends' names.
i smell the medicine more often than i smell my friends' hair(?!?!)
i talk to dispense medicine more than i talk to my friends!
GRRRRRRRRRR.

and yeah, i'm quitting the clinic job!
2 weeks' notice and i'm off.
:D

ARGH. I NEED NEED NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE SOME FUN.
stupid holidays.

GDOP!

2009-06-01T15:04:00.003+08:00

i went for the youth GDOP at expo hall 10 yesterday, and it was truly a good experience.
you see the whole house singing praises and glorifying God.
:)

i think the worship leader has some really strong vocals.
she looks so petite and young, her voice totally stunned me! :)

"I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again"

and yeah! i've donwloaded various very useful applications for my omnia, which makes it all better!:D
congrats to daniel goh for getting his new phone, samsung preston!:D:D have fun!

I was watching star world just now and i stumbled upon this really cool/cute advert for Fathers' Day!:)
so i tried searching for it online, hoping to upload it onto my blog to share with the world wide web. and as i was doing so, i found this really cute advert for FD also!

look look! so cute right! :D:D

and then i stumbled upon this funny webpage!

The 13 Worst Possible Ad Placements

By CRACKED Readers February 5, 2009 380,323 views

gosh, this is so hilarious. the ads in the wrong places!
had a fun time looking thru various funny webpages!

this is such a beautiful accident that i stumbled upon such interesting web feeds for my joy and laughter!

to top it off,
one last one.
have you ever wondered about your computer's gender?
look what the panel of experts have got to say!:D

Computer Gender Joke

A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.
''House'' for instance, is feminine: ''la casa.'' ''Pencil,'' however, is masculine: "el lapiz.''

A student asked, ''What gender is 'computer'?'' Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether ''computer'' should be a masculine or a feminine noun.

Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender (''la computadora''), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;

2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;

3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and

4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine (''el computador''), because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;

2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;

3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and

4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

taken from http://www.geekoftheday.com/geek-jokes/computer-gender-joke.html

samsung omnia! :)

2009-05-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

i just bought a new phone, namely SAMSUNG OMNIA! :D:D
yes i bought it! though i borrowed from mummy first.

it looks so pretty. gosh. it's really pretty.
it's the red one. i didn't choose the black one because i thought i wanted another colour for a change though the black one exudes elegance. i prefer hippy and playful red. it makes me feel...young! HAHAHA! :D

i finally did the presentation in front of my dear parents, with many help from my friend!
it feels good/cool and fun somehow. my parents gave me certain feedback, honest and helpful in building me up. :) thanks for taking the time to watch the demo.

and after so long, i'm starting to miss my long hair days.
i think i look less funny with it.
GOSH.
HAIR PLEASE GROW, GROWTH IS GOOD.
i really have no measure of how long my hair takes to grow back to the 'long hair' length and i'm looking forward to it. maybe when it grows to become long once again, i will decide to go for a refreshing new trend and snip it off all over. hahah!

pretty lame rants. :D:D

2009-05-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

www.eatmedaily.com

this is so cute. alright this reminds me of mathematics where we drew venn diagrams and used formulas to solve questions!

holding two jobs can be so tiring at times, and yet i think it brings a great sense of fulfilment just like when you go to coffee bean, you get both cheesecake and tiramisu to eat. YUMYUM. eh wait! but that's besides the point!

to be terribly honest, i dread going to work at the clinic cos the work schedule there is very typical. i detest going through inflexible and same routines everyday! if i can't think or do things that are out of the box slightly, i will feel so so so so so so bounded by these regulations. yet, because it's really near my place, i do not bear to give it up.

nevertheless, i loved dispensing the medicine and just doing the registration. cos it's the only "i get to meet people" moment. and i guess, that's how life can be sometimes but i'm determined to find more stuff i'd love about the job! :D:D afterall, let's find joy in everything we do.

by the way, have you ever thought of how many people with the same name as you exist in this world? cos amanda is indeed a very common name, when i did a research, i found that it was the #40 most common name in the states! GOSH!

AMANDA is the #40 most common female first name

0.404% of females in the US are named AMANDA.

Around 494900 US females are named AMANDA!

source: namestatistics.com

this is so funny, when i go to the states, i'm gonna be called amenda. that's more special i guess.
alright, feeling awesomely random today.
i guess that's when i'm tired.

:)

HELLO! :D

2009-05-27T13:46:00.002+08:00

gosh after so many 'decades', my blog is revived again.

i don't know why, we always start out by taking great pains to pen down our daily routines and feelings every day, then as time waves by, we just got kinda lazy and feel like it's such a hassle to continue with what we've started out with. and this eventually sums up to our poor blogs left rotting in the world wide web, not shown much love and affection. after a few seemingly long months, some things may have happened to us, which causes many thoughts and emotions to really build up inside, and at this moment, we once again realise the importance of our blogs as space for speaking up, for venting of frustrations. such epiphany comes after an unfortunate incident, or for a few, a very blissful incident! :)

i received a very good news yesterday and i just wanna share it on my blog!:D:D
it kept me singing all day, and keeps me fed with happy pills all night!
I AM OFFERED A PLACE IN NUS'S FASS! GOSH! I'M SUPER HAPPY!
thank God! :D

in fact i was worried when i was called down for the interview,
i mean, has anyone heard of people called down for FASS interview?
i asked around and apparently, there was no one who has ever heard of such an interview from this faculty!=\

and i was glad they did not post a straight question to me such as," WHY IS YOUR GP SO LOUSY?" i'm not kidding but i have a friend who got that question during the interview! hahahaaaa! i think if they asked me that, i would start laughing cos it sounded so unprofessional!:)

life has been good, during the weekends, i spend most of my time with my special group of friends namely the GANG OF 13? *yue wen says not to call us gang of 13 though!
jon lim just got his license so he decided to extend that grace to us by driving us around for suppers! :D and as usual, the ones who are out for supper are gerald waihong yue wen jon lim and me! gerold and glendon would usually join our meetings at night but ever since glendon went into the army, he needs to take so much more rest. and gerold is currently in taiwan for outfield experience, THAT COMMANDO!;) as for shan shan, she has been working and it's harder to get her out. nevertheless, you are all loved! :D

recently, i've been holding 2 jobs!:)
and i've gained so much more knowledge than before, the experience is good, the people is good, and i've matured alot from the process.

in fact, i've had an argument recently with a close friend.
and as we cooled off, we realise what really makes a friendship, what really matters to us.
it's okay to have friction at times, but we must know that it's always good to learn from our past mistakes, and to really amend and move on. afterall, having a little fight doesn't kill a friendship, it's repeatedly making the same mistakes to hurt your friends that will cause it to wade away.

:) and today, i'm ready to understand you more.
to be a better friend, and to extend my love for you my friend. :D

everlasting.

cosplay challenge!

2009-02-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

GOSH WHAT AN EYE OPENER!
this is the first time i've attended a cosplay event as my good friend min fei was taking part. as a loyal pal, i showed my most avid support for her! =x HAHAHA.

okay so i travelled to and fro boon lay with edison. [cool ed!] HAHA.
alright so it was not as fascinating during the competition when cosplayers go up the stage to strut off their stuff. ed, yuda, and me along with another friend went off to try out a costume each from an anime and had our pictures taken! HAHA it was free.
so i choose the day class's uniform from vampire knight and gosh, tight and SHORT.
okay, and it was L SIZE.
hahahaaa, betcha the cutting was small!;D

fei you did well! so proud of you =D

and and and i spotted someone cosplaying kaname from vampire knight!AHHHHH!
gosh, so wanted to have pictures taken with him but i was too shy to approach him, he has like hoard of friends surrounding him.TSK. haha, and no, zero from v.knight not there. GRRRR.

and here's a few REALLY GOOD COSPLAY OF VAMPIRE KNIGHT![found from web]
enjoy and appreciate these cosplayers' efforts!
i really think this is the best. GOSH. zero kiriyu.

GUESS WHO!

2008-12-31T00:45:00.003+08:00

hellos waihong here!

dont wonder why i blog on amanda's blog.

just be sure its with her consent.

in fact! she on the phone with me as i type this entry!

anyway, i know its still early to do so, but i guess she wont have time to blog about this

on her behalf, and in advance:

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONES!!

as xmas approaches!

2008-12-20T00:31:00.003+08:00

HOHOHOHOHO!

xmas is in 5 days'time and as xmas marches in, i would like to do something meaningful.

HMMMM, asides shopping for xmas stuff, rushing to finish assignments on hand, i'd like to FINALLY FINALLY BE ABLE TO PLAN FOR OUR GROUPPIE'S XMAS EVENT THIS YEAR!! gasssssssssssssssssspsssss! GROUPPIES! let's not break the chain, let's meet this year also!
*deep frown*

i'm feeling much better already, thank God for healing me.
:D

oh yeah, and i met up with a few cell members to discuss about the cell retreat.
planning came out fine, pretty good actually.
i'm the games and activites i/c and and and im kinda lack of games.
personal/close/bonding games. HAHAHAA. okay, yeah one of the aims of this retreat is to get to know our cell members deeper. not like HEY I LIKE YOUR HAIR KIND BUT... HEY I LIKE YOU kind you know you know? hahaaa, perhaps this is a bad example.
and yes! the new year is approaching, so many celebrations within such a short span of time.

thank God for these wonderful people around me,
for me being physically fit and able,
for the lurking opportunities to improve.
:D:D:D

oh yeah, and our church's having a xmas drama this weekend!
4pm to 7pm!
if you're interested, do send me a sms or whatsoever kkay? :D:D

always be my baby.

2008-12-19T01:33:00.001+08:00

and i can't help it.
and i cant stop it.
this is just too overwhelming.
i don't want to feel like this again.

God, please take this away.
Please strengthen me.

I wish you happiness.
you're loved.
always.
more than ever.

oh gosh.

2008-12-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

i'm losing my radiance.
i'm looking all stressed.
less fun.
more stress.

i better, take better care of myself.
=\\\\\\\\\\\\

whirls.

2008-12-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

how does it feel to be misunderstood really?

well, i suppose there are some things that can't be changed.
and life moves on from here.
be it losing a friend.
be it having nothing to do with the person anymore.
so afraid to be hurt, to be known for who you are, to show how you really feel, to be a real friend and then to be called something you wouldn't wanna hear. to receive hurting messages, to yet think of it as nothing.

and yes, life's a full circle, when a part of it no longer forms a circle, remove it, and move on.

happy birthday!

2008-12-08T00:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAOHAN!

this is the day my young young young cousin turns 4!:D:D:D
he's a mischievous and really strong-headed fella.
hmmm, but he's really cute when he's a nice boy.

dad drove us to uncle's eatery at telok blangah!
and we held a mini celebration for him tonight!

here are a few pictures, do enjoy!:D

that's shao hans sister, qiaoyi!:D

lookie! earring!:D:D

memories!

2008-12-06T22:36:00.006+08:00

and so so so so, i was feeling unwell in the afternoon, facing this bad headache.
and the thing is i felt super lazy, lazy to go to toilet, lazy to smile but not lazy to eat.
so i did practically nothing except for eat sleep play computer for the rest of the day.

oh yeah, and i was looking through the prom night pictures with mum, mum wanted to compare how much we look alike with her previous dolled-up pictures, she went to search for them in a horde of photo albums, that was when we digged out several memento-pictures. mostly were when i was very young [i still am now!] :D:D:D

okay! so i scanned them and collated them.

and here are the prom pictures not posted on ytd's blog post due to computer and network problem! ENJOY!

prom 08!

2008-12-05T23:36:00.004+08:00

helloooo all!
it was the mjc prom night themed incognito yesterday evening at Swissotel the Stamford.
okay, the most wow thing of the night was not the games, the food nor the atmosphere. it was the honour in being able to witness everyone's makeover from top to toe! :D:D:D:D:D

thank you very much beautiful ladies, i have like so so so so many numerous countless eye candies last night! WHEW. i think my eyes are gonna pop out.

the most disappointing thing was the FOOD!
we got this halal menu for our table and lobster swapped to crabmeat, abalone to some mushroom, clam to someother stuff, and we got satay meat[you can't beat the authentic one]. =\

please lar, give me back the non-halal menu!
i'll give you a few hugs and help you pick a few gorgeous-looking ladies up!=|

okay as for the rest of the night,
check out those pictures!:D

tikos behind those mask.

with andre!:D

with xiao er duo!

my dear secondary school clique!

secondary 3 and 4 classmates!

glen and his beautiful girlfriend. [i'm too bright.]

adeline and i! we've known each other since... primary one!

eh, jon i don't get why we're doing this.

ma mei!

my bubble tea boyfriend for the night;D

though you lost your voice, you're still as pretty!

rebecca dearest:D my dream on.

wanjing ah, you look so like stunned.

i respect you, mr cheng!

hey charlotte and min fei, you hot babes!

good friends!:D

yap yap, you look good ;D

hey i have much more pictures to upload!
just that the comp and upload bandwith is like jammed.hahaaaa.
give me time!:D:D:D

may you find happiness.

2008-12-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

it's always like this.
don't take it away, thanks.

i just don't want to fall into it again.
it's like a dark and scary pit.
only friendship's real.

HELLO WORLD, it's time to burn the notes!

2008-11-21T19:57:00.006+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WONDERFUL READERS/FRIENDS/FAMILY MEMBERS!
the burning ritual for notes shall commence, haha. ''ritual''!

the a levels did not end with a bang, it's so unexpected that everyone was so not-excited over it's approaching end!i would love to think this is simply because everyone treated it quite 'lightly' after the economics paper, and hence, it's like a self-declaration that holidays have arrived!

okay, so looking back at the chiong-ed period of time,
these short 3 weeks was....BEARABLE BUT NOT ENJOYABLE.

i'm glad it has ended though!

i hope for the best, and wish everyone all the best when they return to that mjc hall to retrieve that slip of a,b,c,d,e,s,u.HAHAHHAA.like nooooooooooooo man, no u[s], no s[s], no e[s], no [d]s pls!:(

okay, so immediately someone got sentimental over losing friends and decided to meet up with me to talk about like certain stuff pertaining to the 2 years we spent in mjc. it was a nice chat! relieving the moment, clarifying the misunderstanding, sharing inside jokes!COOL.

actually the fact that a levels has ended only came crumpling down on me during wanjing's chalet! perhaps, this is the season of fun, and fun is like telling us HEY YOU HAVE NO MORE EXAMS, NO MORE SCHOOL, YOU DONT NEED TO FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT READING NOTES, YOU CAN PLAY, PLAY PLAY!

i had a superbly enjoyable time at wanjing's chalet!i made a few friends and caught up with a few others. CHARADES IS TOPS MAN. you just need to play it with them. her friends are seriously advance at charades. and this has to be the most entertaining for us as well cos all of us, when we tried acting out the word, often, did stupid actions.thank you so much beloved wanjing for the wonderful post-a's celebration!

when i get hold of those funny pictures from wanjing's cam, i will upload them as well ok!

oh yeah, and we've got a chicken dance video.

s203 belles ;D

shuai.

not gonna fall for you, meanie.

studying together at changi airport.

2008-11-11T19:11:00.003+08:00

ALOHA, HELLO NI HAO!
two weeks has almost passed since we last bade farewell!
and yeah, the heavy papers are down already, leaving the pcme people with paper ONES and ECONOMICS to conquer!
a levels is... no comments.
it's neither hard nor easy, it's score-able yet so easy to make careless mistakes.
but one thing i know is...IT'S HORRIBLY AWFUL AND TRICKY COS the topics i studied really hard spotting the trend from past few years didn't appear MUCH OR NONE APPEARED AT ALL!
so it was like, hey, i should have studied the easier topics cos they are out.
what happened to the harder ones?
i made alot of stupid mistakes, this got me worrying.
however, what's done is done?
i believe God will provide us with a way. :)
okay, so studying today was...GOOD?hahahaaaa.
here are some pictures taken at changi airport tcc!

pre-A's booster!

2008-11-01T01:30:00.004+08:00

seriously seriously seriously speaking, i was stressed out and vexed about the upcoming a levels!
then i attended this alumni stuff at NGEE ANN SECONDARY, after that we chilled out with our usual group of lovables. and as usual, they brought about very much [many many much] laughter, i was laughing like a hyena, and this releases the cap on my brain. HAHHA. okay whatever analogy i used was to describe laughing relieves stress, stress clogs up brain stuff [chem physics ++] and thus my brain's better at absorbing the intellectually-demanding stuff again!
oh boy am i glad!
and oh boy, i'm making strong linkages here and there!
GP . here i come, and a's here you go after 2 weeks!=D

i'm like awesomely happy-high now.
can't wait for the exams to tide over, wait. can't wait for the lastday of the conquer!
challenging but worth it all.
kum hung, i'm holding on to your inspirational advice!=D

huiru's birthday!

2008-10-19T16:31:00.004+08:00

it was huiru's 18th birthday on wednesday!
so the co-organisers [not too sure who] planned a surprise for her and all of us were part of the surprise as well!
after our dinner at ajisen's, the whol gang of us except for jonlim who went home early decided to escort everyone home! so this was the plan.
the tampines people shanshan jenny huiru and i were suppose to reach home first cos they were travelling from the tampines to pasir ris route! however, in the end. the last few to go home were jenny shan shan waihong glendon and i! and the thing is we walked all the way, not complaining much but it's kinda tiring!:D
i was singing jason mraz's I'm Yours and Lucky like majority of the time, compelling a few others to join in. the walk was certainly delightful and each of us know so very well that we would meet for the next time only after a levels. hahaa. so jenny was saying, " so the next time you see me, you should be happy!" that's definitely super true! it'd be a season of celebrations the next time! and with that, i'm refraining from using the computer already. till after a levels, will we meet my blog! HAHAH.

as usual, PICTURES!

that's our adorable birthday girl!:)

the lady in white at the top is me lar! thanks to the little girl who was tickling me with her hair.

huiru's SHI BA birthday cake.haha.

this pictures looks wrong somehow.hahaaa, sorry sorry failed.

i was trying to tear. haha.

i'm letting it slide.

2008-10-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

i discovered this melodious wonder after watching meet the robinsons,
i was rather surprised that meet the robinsons has so much to teach and it actually impacted me a little. it left me to think and serves to encourage me to press on during such a crucial period in my life.

and. i'm sorry i've been really mean to a few people out there.
i know actions speak louder than words,
and it will be by my acts that you will see a difference.
loves.

so here you have it,

"Little Wonders" by Rob Thomas
[ost for Meet The Robinsons]

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters
in the end our lives are made

in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
ime falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret will wash away some how
but i can not forget the way i feel right now
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours these little wonders still
remain

another failed study session at jonlim's place. HAHA.

2008-10-12T11:04:00.002+08:00

okay. the title says it all.
this time's not cos of all those ping pongs flying around,
we still. are unable to focus.

okay, and i realised there are a few pictures i haven posted online.
so here goes.

graduation day 08.

2008-10-10T16:24:00.002+08:00

~~

we were hauled into the school hall for briefing.
and to think i have such a mindset that briefings are boring!
HAHAH. i was so wrong.
it was like the most intriguing and funniest briefing ever! if i could just get all those vids that the different subject departments made for us on blog, i promise, you will laugh. you will really really find that it's stress-relieving just by watching it.
COMFIRM COMFIRM COMFIRM.
and of cos, i was seriously touched.
on the brink of tearing, BRINK only but then again, it was a wonderful performance put up by all our wonderful teachers and jc1s.
thank you so much.
indeed, this is our last principal for all our years of education.

i'd like to thank the very supportive and motivating mr ng for the wonderful jc2 year. he's really an inspiring figure. if i ever join NIE one day, it'd be cos of your good influence.
thank you miss michelle lim for all the very cute verbal hiccups that you made and all those times you made us laugh. you are the cutest female teacher i've ever had!
thank you ms michelle lee or mdm lee for now :) through all my years as a student, i've always detested math and never did well for it. you've taught me how to love it or at least like it more.
thank you miss judy tan for all the wake up calls to the class. you're really one incredible strong female character and i look up to you. also, you make us learn things the hard way but truely, they were good.
thank you mr roysten cheng for all the encouragement and support. we know we always make you angry and we had been really naughty as a class, thank you for your patience. i feel like as you learn to handle us, we're learning to respect you as well. it's great.

alright, no more thank yous or whatsoever or else i will start getting emotional.
it's time for pictures!
*sad to say i didn't manage to get a picture with everyone.

i wanted to do a naqib love ziliang or something!

and again cos ziliang's eyes were closed!

LILIAN + AMANDA = loads of LOVE!

with brenda.

i was shaking. bad muscles.

the BRIGHTEST smiles you can find anywhere. haha!
[with boonkai and jonchan]

this was supposed to be artistic blur.hahaa.
with hazi.

my dearest PW group doing F.O.R.D!
[boon kai amanda weijian fongching]

the other pw group! :D
[zhanyi jonchan zihao sockhuay]

i'm taller. definitely am.

with chew long. she's cute. :D

WHOA. i'm having a picture taken with IDOL!:D

hello darlie model, boon kai. HAHAHA!

we loveeee you so much we just had to give you a squeeze!

no matter the season, you're my love. OOPS. =P

and the gorgeous qiqin.

with fongching mummy!
hey afiq, wanna walk to ikea together? :D
no, we don't heart jonLIM. haha.
the picture of butts.
with sabrina.
with chiak chiang.
with mr cheng!
with gerold yap!and cookie monster perhaps.
with weishi!
jon's bad habit of taking others' cam to take his own pictures.
loves.
2nd take!

we're up to no good. wahaha!
romancing meridian.
#1 - we saw each other from afar.
#2 - we decided to run towards each other to give a nice warm hug!
#3- twist of story. she thought i was...WHAT!flashing?!
#4 - we're over.

thank you very much.

2008-10-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

have you wondered why some things you do met with opposition from your closest friends?
advice or words of wisdom may not exactly sound sweet but they are important for you. sometimes, our friends tell us things about us that aren't very nice but deep down, they said it out of concern or because they know we need such advice.

sometimes, when placed in a situation, we are not able to analyse things very clearly and this eventually can be our downfall. friends are people who are outsiders to the situation and are able to see to the wall we may be banging into or if we're not on the right track. [you know you get what i mean]

but of cos you need to evaluate which of the things they said are actually applicable and by that we do not assume our friends' views are always right. i cherish their opinions and efforts they took to tell me things they think are beneficial for me. i love them for that. i love them for all they've done/not done for who they are. they are irreplaceable. i love you guys alot.

friends are said to be angels sent down by God to guide us and to be there for us so we won't feel lonely but i say friends are our relatives [though not blood-related] whom God has taught us through them on values like cherish, love, forgiving and more.

sorry for the horrible sentence structure.
typed this in a very unclear state of mind.
i want to type this down while i can still remember vividly my thoughts.
loves.

i'm sorry.

2008-09-29T18:28:00.001+08:00

I'M SORRY FOR THE LAST MINUTE CANCELLATION!
no excuses, my bad.

i hope you won't mind, and thank you for being so understanding. :)

miss lee's wedding.

2008-09-29T18:02:00.002+08:00

okay so this is slightly outdated but miss lee held her wedding and house visit LAST SATURDAY![:
we were invited to her house, of course she extended the invitation to other classes as well [more like we were invited last minute!]. THANK YOU FOR HAVING US MISS LEE and CONGRATULATIONS!have a very blissful marriage! :D

so merely 6 of us turned up [from o7s2o3] namely zhanyi ziliang minfei wanjing sabrina and me.
oh yeah, and glendon was there too. hahahaaaa.

okayokay i have this small tiny little complaint and that is... i'm simply underdressed compared to my 2 very delicate classmates minfei and wanjing. this is because i woke up rather late and took anything i thought would be the minimal appropriate. whatever that means, as long as it conveys my thoughts! UNDERDRESSED.UNDERDRESSED.UNDERDRESSED.

alright, as usual, pictures tells/speaks of a thousand words, behold... the very few pictures i took. =\

the buck tooth wasn't intentional, this is what sabrina called a CANDID SHOT.

birthday celebration!

2008-09-22T21:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI!

sweet sweet 13.

you are no longer a small small small kid.

marching towards youth already.

=D

mummy packed a few delicious dishes and we had like a galore of FOOD for dinner!

this had to be followed by oreo ice cream cake!

FATS FATS WOBBLE.

yekti and meimei.

so dad loves posing too.

post preliminary examination celebration [s].

2008-09-20T01:01:00.004+08:00

PRELIMS IS OVER.
LOOK FORWARD TO A LEVELS PEOPLE.
PLEASE DO NOT ENGAGE IN SELF-DELUSION AND END UP FORGETTING TO STUDY.

anyway anyway anyway, i spent a great period of 2 days with all the important group of friends around me! :D

on thursday, straight after the physics mcq paper, wanjing minfei sock huay and i headed to the Singapore Science Centre to [like what minfei said] embrace science. =\

NO OF COURSE NOT.

it is to have fun and hopefully to bring mountain-tortoised certain someone to science centre.

HAHAHAHAHA. i didn't put down your name alright! ;D

the trip was scientifically fruitful and enjoyable.
i think it's cos we had a marvellous start with all those optical illusions and thus nearing the end of the journey, the exhibitions there were less awesome or impactful. well well, it was great insight overall.
okay so so so... i was terribly frightened at the sight of the robotic dinosaur. it's a tyrannosaurus.

YIKES. it's pretty scary, its eyes are like staring deep into yours and then it makes you feel as though it's telling you , " HELLO PREY." *shivers* so, beware when you are at the entrance at the science centre. that's where the horrific creature is located at. not so bad if you take a 4th look at it.
hey, picture time! :):)

i'm not signalling anything wrong.

hello, future car.

distorted images of a very undistorted self =)

wanjing there is forever bored.

this is bliss. hoho. ;)

hey, look at the camera miss leow!
and this is manda tugging beloved wanjing.wahaha.

ALRIGHT. SO THAT'S FOR THURSDAY.

as for friday, i spent a very entertained-enjoyable-tasty day at jonathan lim's house. rich guy, he got a ping pong table for us to play table tennis.

so we took turns and spent the majority of our time, talking garbage whilst playing a table tennis game, watch gerold climb out of the fence LIKE FOR the 20TH TIME to retrieve the lost [flown-out-of-jon's-house ball]. HAHA. and yeah, making pizzas together. altogether, each of us gets 2 pizzas! :D:D so it was like we can mix and match any ingredients we see on the table to concoct our very own to call, dinner! it was a cool experience, especially when you slpit up the work and help our your friends. you are like displaying such strong teamwork and this just makes the whole pizza-making-ride wonderful. =)

at first, i got a little moody and i guess i didn't really speak much. wasn't showing enthusiasm in the pingpong, in the conversation. my friends were really understanding and showed great concern. thank you for all! i loooove you people!

alright, pictures of great memories!

hey listen sleep deprived tortoise.

2008-09-14T12:11:00.003+08:00

so i was chatting with bryan yesterday,
it all started cos i had like his favourite song's lyric on my personal message. :D
and so, we shared our love for jason mraz's music.
and he sent me this link, it's a youtube clip featuring the song we're chatting about.
it's wonderful.
jason mraz's LIVE is pretty good, just like what bryan said, WONDERFUL.HAHAH.
and this is for the sleep deprived tortoise.

Jason Mraz's "You and I both"

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

officially stressed out.

2008-09-06T11:56:00.002+08:00

okay, so with the lack of discipline, one can expect stress to be prevalent these days.
take exams for example, you lack discipline to study, when the day comes, STRESS.
you lack the discipline to stop eating all those junkie stuff, when the day comes, your weight goes up by a skyrocket margin, STRESS.

so now what to do?
i went out, slept alot, watched movies, met up with friends, went home late , etc.
this is gonna be a lap like never before.
i'm gonna dig in --- to my notes that is.
amanda will disappear from the cyber world until exams are over?
URM OKAY. i will try.

NOSTALGIC.

2008-09-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

"We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry."

-anonymous

that was then in secondary 3 where our group was not ''fully developed''. haha.

this is NOW. :)

in sec 4 or jc1 when we attended the CO concert.
on birthday celebrations for waihong and glendon,
last year?

the compiled collage i made in sec 4 i think. SHUCKS lost all those photos already.
pissed.

i was looking through the pictures in my H drive and discovered a few old and forgotten ones. among those that were swept away from the depths of my computer ever since the reformatting, there is one that remains. that one is a picture taken in let's see... SECONDARY 3, i guess it's in 2005? :)

it brings back great memories, smiles and definitely the feeling of nostalgic.
afterall, we used to be so carefree, to spend so much time with each other, to be able to do things together.

i remembered a few of us teared even as we learned of going to separate classes in secondary 2. i got into a relationship of roughly 3 years, broke up and in the midst of it, somehow neglected my friends. i'm sorry.

till today, the group spirit stays strong and as everyone turns up for each gathering, it just feels like HEY, WE'RE BACK TO THE GOOD TIMES. so please, let us make an effort to turn up for the group gatherings in the future okay? :)

oh yeah, and sanely, let us move on and not live in the shadow of the past whereby we compare the present to the past. indeed, lesser time spent but quality would have gone up by a great margin. a better future with all my favourite guys and girls.

with all [if not most] of my heart, I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS.

STRESS BE RELIEVED.

2008-09-04T01:33:00.003+08:00

EINSTEIN'S PHOTOELECTRIC EQN.
:(:(

lucky.

2008-09-01T15:56:00.001+08:00

LUCKY - JASON MYRAZ and COLBIE CAILLAT.

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

the source of my strength.

2008-09-01T15:24:00.004+08:00

HELLO ALL. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAN SHAN.
THANK YOU TO ALL MY PALS WHO MADE YESTERDAY SUCH A HAPPENING NIGHT.
THANKS TO THE 7-ELEVEN UNCLE WHO TOLD US WHERE TO GET OUT DRINKS.
MUMMY AND DADDY I LOVE YOU AND AM GRATEFUL THAT YOU WERE SO ENTHU ABT RECEIVING MY FRIENDS.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH LORD FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL AND RELIVING EXPERIENCE.

pictures speak a thousand words.
:D

okay, so it was like we met up at tampines mall mac at 6pm.
later on we decided to have dinner at crystal jade, it was a pretend celebration for shanshan.
;D

later on, the jc people [gerold, jonLIM, glendon, huiru, singyee and i] plus gerald , waihong and zaijun pretended to be either busy, or have to go home already. and with that coveted lie, we went ahead with the next step.
and yeah, so we camped at like her block waiting for her to appear but she found gerald glendon and gerold before they realised. HAHAH.big men can't hide. =x
so it was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG AND CAMWHORE.

while trying to hog the lift so we can surprise shan.

rekindled. :D

sexy san. LOL!

don't worry zai, you are the man!

glendon is evil. he makes shan jump to blow the candles.

alright so now's the time for MOMENTS OF THE DAY.

couple of the day.
MR and MR PHUA-CHAN

horny attack no. 2.
[no.1 is the secondary 4 pic in my friendster]

HAHAHA. SPEECHLESS.

carrying the bride home.

supposed to look holy okay.

hahahaa! i see a cat on the letterbox!

GLENDON - KIAKIA , THE NERD.

not to worry, there are still MANY MANY MORE PICTURES.
the night was still young then.
hahaa, just that photobucket's a little spoiled.

what is this thing called love?

2008-08-31T01:01:00.001+08:00

4 Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, 5 does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, 6 does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; 7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. 8 Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. 9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part; 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away.

1 Corinthians 13:4-10

this goes out to all who have ever wondered how perfect love will be like.

i guess i never stopped believing.

teachers, our superheroes.

2008-08-30T12:49:00.005+08:00

it was a non-satisfying teachers' day celebration yesterday.
i'd have to make it clear that the celebration was very very good [the one in the hall that is], however, due to the lack of class spirit, the aftermath [the party] was a total failure? HAHAHA.

along with a few classmates, we actually felt bad and sorry for the teachers' cos we did not do a great job at it. but what could we have done if most of the people were not present? if we are not united as a class?

it was quite a disappointment.
i somehow don't wish to elaborate.
seems like my rants don't benefit or change anything, and i shall halt at this very point.

OOKAY, SO WE STILL TOOK PICTURES ANYWAY!
what's a celebration like without pictures of the wonderful people in class?
*SIGHS*

to protect the identities of the people shown on this picture, we have kindly blocked out the face :D

wanjing will kill me for this, WAHAHA!

after the teachers' day celebration, i went out with a random friend for movie.
i had lots of free time so waihong sent me there, it's really so nice of him!:D:D
okay so the movie is really not to my liking. although i quite like you don't mess with the zohan.
after that, we did some chilling out, it's called a destress therapy where cool people just talk rubbish like dustbin. HAHAH. okay cool pple, so that's not me, neither you. ;)

overall, it was a fruitful day/night spent.
thanks to the company, thanks to the company, thanks to the wonderful company.
and yeah, i'm looking forward to things to do to kill time after a's.
HAHAHA. planning ahead already.

thought of the day.

2008-08-26T13:46:00.001+08:00

exam stress, anyone? :D

aiming high? :D

2008-08-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

taken from http://nelliestar.deviantart.com/art/Michael-Phelps-29838105

up till today, michael phelps' awesome wins at the beijing olympics 08 are still vivid in my mind.
i was browsing a few websites featuring phelps and found one that i thought was quite purposeful and encouraging.
to all budding, dreamchasers [whatever goals or dreams you have], i have something for you.
hopefully, you'll be inspired to press on.
and believe that one day, you can too, do great things.

taken from www.coolwebgossip.com

Be Like Mike

YOU'LL NEVER SWIM FASTER THAN MICHAEL PHELPS. BUT YOU CAN LEARN FROM HIM.

1. KEEP YOUR GOALS NEARBY "I have to see them every day, whether I want to or not," Phelps says of the time goals he keeps on his nightstand. "They're a constant reminder whenever I turn off the alarm clock."

2. BEFRIEND THE WEIGHT ROOM "I do a lot of legs, pull-downs, push-ups, pull-ups, box squats. My weight coach pretty much destroys me every time I see her."

3. MOVE ON, SMARTER "A friend of mine once told me, ‘You can make a million mistakes, but never make the same mistake again.' I try to live that in and out of the pool. In 2004 I didn't expect to get a DUI. But it happened. And I've become a better person as a result."

4. FIND YOUR RHYTHM "Whatever is the last song on when I get out of the car is going to be what's in my head during practice. So it has to be a good one."

5. NEVER BE SATISFIED "I always criticize myself. I always think about what I can change to get better."

-extracted from http://outside.away.com/outside/bodywork/200801/wellness-michael-phelps.html

hello, please laugh.

2008-08-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

hello all!
has it been stressful for you?
it certainly has been for me, and here are a few hand-picked jokes to cheer you up and hopefully, they can make you laugh a little more.

JOKE #1

Knock, knock
Who’s there?
Adolf Adolf who?
Adolph ball hit me in de mowf. Dat’s why I dawk dis way.

JOKE #2- i don't know!

What do Skeletons say before eating? Bone Appetite.
Why did the Vampire get fired from the Blood Bank? He was caught drinking on the job.
Why do ghosts have so much trouble dating? Women can see right through them.
Why aren’t there any famous skeletons? They’re a bunch of no bodies.
What kind of music do Mummies listen to? Wrap.

JOKE #3

An elderly lady goes into the doctor and tells him - “Doctor, I don’t know what the problem is, but I’ve been farting all the time. It’s not really a problem socially because they don’t make any noise and don’t smell. I just can’t stop farting all the time. In fact, since I’ve been standing here I must have farted at least 20 times.”

“No kidding…” says the doctor with a bit of an upturned nose. The doc says “I’ve got just the stuff.” and gives her some pills. “Here take these for 10 days, then return for a followup appointment.”

So she takes the pills and returns 10 later as instructed. Infuriated, she confronted the doctor. “What kind of medicine is this? I’m still farting just as much! They still don’t make any noise, but now they stink terribly!”

The doctor nodded, “Great, now that we’ve your sinuses cleared up, we’ll work on your hearing next!”

daddy's birthday rally! :D:D

2008-08-23T23:25:00.004+08:00

okay so today marks the day dad turns... [not saying!] :D:D

he's strong and still going! OF COURSE LARH.

basically, it was a steamboat-invite-relatives-to-join kind of celebration.
so i guess when you run out of ideas for birthday parties, steamboat always works. ;)

alright, so how can any celebration not have any NICE/GLORIOUS pictures to testify!

the birthday man and i.

okay, this is the ''children'' picture. and i'm in it?!

mummy, stop watching olympics for that one second can?

even when taking pictures, also wanna drink juice.

HAPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY AND BEST WISHES! lol ;D

a new beginning for a marked improvement.

2008-08-22T13:50:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL! :D:D

i thought this is quite a hectic week for everyone, be it JC students or beloved poly friends and so, by the courtesy of AMANDA, you get to enjoy some comic strips and hopefully they reduce the imbalanced stress-water level ratio in your body! :D:D

and yeah, i've been weak the whole week. PHYSICALLY WEAK that is!
have you ever wondered how a compulsive mugger will look like?
maybe have a look at me a few days before a levels!
HAHAHAH. that won't happen. not till the extent of ADDICTION. nah!

but i will press on.
and make this prelims something to be ''adorned''.
I HOPE.
:)

"Some men see things as they are and ask why.
Others dream things that never were and ask why not. "
George Bernard Shaw
Irish Playwright and Critic

my very own to call.

2008-08-16T00:22:00.003+08:00

HEY THERE!
i've spent a fair amount of time gathering information on how to draw facial features as well as improvising on the initial samples.
this is indeed the first attempt on drawing a young lad [hope to call him good-looking] with reference to the manga , OTOMEN, which i have been reading!

LET'S JUST HOPE I CAN DRAW HIM HIS GIRLFRIEND SOON!;D

OLYMPICS SAVVY.

2008-08-14T18:20:00.003+08:00

he keeps me glued to olympics swimming.
he is standing tall at 1.93m and weighing a sturdy 88kg.
MICHAEL PHELPS is magnificent.
he is love. :):)

an extract from Times.com
"The biggest challenge Michael Phelps, 23, will face in Beijing will be the clock. And not the one at the pool. With all the final races in swimming moving from their traditional evening time slots to refreshing dips first thing in the morning, Phelps' thorniest adversary will be the alarm clock. "I am far, far from being a morning person," he admits. "If I have a workout at 7:30 a.m., I'm hitting the snooze button at 6:50." Still, even the rise-and-shine races, scheduled for prime-time U.S. television, aren't likely to slow Phelps down. In Beijing, he is again on the blocks to swim up to eight events, giving him another chance to surpass Mark Spitz's record of seven gold medals at a single Games."

pathetic.

2008-08-11T17:23:00.001+08:00

it's pathetic.
look at yourself.
see how you've been hurt.

and you still hold on to the past?
let go let go.
stop tearing like nobody's business inside.
you smile, you laugh when you're with your friends but
are you really happy?
wake up.
wake up and realise it already.
he don't like you.
can't say he liked you from the start.
THIS IS PATHETIC.

and i tell you,
never fall for it again.
this thing called love.
is unfathomable.
let go of the concept that,
someone can come into your life and he will be with you for life.
it's UNREALISTIC AND UNNECESSARY.

stupid.

2008-08-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

The Corrs - What Can I Do

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let go
And who knows I might feel better, yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, no more, aching
No more fighting, no more, trying...

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just going to let it fly...

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I change to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

CHOIR IS LOVE.

2008-08-01T23:30:00.008+08:00

THANK YOU ALLLLLLLL for the marvellous and heartwarming farewell party! :D:D:D:D:D

oh yeah, the jc2 choir members/alumni had our farewell party in school!
the theme is innovatively HAWAII.
hahaha, okay so you get to see another side of many choir members, the more HAWAII side, the more BEACH-Y side.
everyone looked so good, and the jc1s really put in a tremendous amount of effort to make the seniors feel like we were in hawaii!
and to think that xioahui told us the air conditioner was not ''on'' as they wanna carry the hot, summer , beach-y effect. HAHAHAH. okay, laughable, passable. =)

first off was the very funny and creative , DRESS [more like wrap and conceal] YOUR FELLOW SENIOR UP SO THAT JUNIORS CANNOT GUESS WHO's THE MODEL GAME. it's hilarious! it drove many of us laughing like mad cows, we are girls, hence cows okay. it was like HAHAHA. totally cannot tell who's who larh! imagine wrapping up someone like a total cardboard or box, you can't even till the person's size NEEDLESS TO SAY the face hor. poor meng ting, wrapped up like some patient who got 3rd degree burns. but we had a lot of fun!

later on was choir's traditional 1,2,3 JUMP GAME.
we play this every event we organise.
it's like a legend that MJ CHOIR will pass down through generations.

then we went back to the lecture theatre and were enthralled by the touching performance our juniors brought to us. alright, i have a video clip for this. i could tell that those on the stage were quite sad as they sang the song. it was like, i could feel their emotions and thoughts through the song. they really meant what they sang i guess. thank you. :')

GOOD JOB JUNIORS.
this is one memorable farewell party.
loving you guys always. :D:D:D

PICTURES!
how can anyone not take any pictures when there's like a celebration?
:D

Loved.

2008-07-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

Love letters may fade away in time
Yet every single penned thoughts
Are echoes from my admiring heart
Vividly, your images comes into sight

Love isn't imaginary
I can feel it from the touch of your hand
I can see it from the look in your eyes
I can hear it from the beat of your heart

Our love song may never be found out
It's the only rhythm learned by our hearts
For whenever a day spend with you
Together as one, song of love to hum

Love isn't imaginary
For even in my sleep I experience love
In the depth of my dreams you never leave
Fighting the distance not to play a part

summary of what i've read about.

2008-07-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO LOVELY READERS!
have you ever wondered what's behind the science of how/why you fancy someone?
Love may not be something explainable but physical attraction can be unravelled to a certain extent. Here's what SCIENCE shows/proves!

Perfect symmetry
It is thought that asymmetrical features are a sign of underlying genetic problems. Numerous studies in humans have shown that men in particular go for women with symmetrical faces. The preference in women for symmetry is not quite so pronounced. Women are also looking for a man's ability to offer food and protection. This might not be indicated in their genes, but in their rank and status, for example.

The hour-glass figure
Studies have shown that men prefer women with a waist to hip ratio of 0.7. You can calculate your own using this formula:

waist measurement ÷ hip measurement = ratio.

This seems to apply whatever the woman's overall weight. A group of researchers even compared this ratio with the average ratio of Miss America winners over the years. It was exactly the same. This ratio would seem to make sense as an indicator of a woman's reproductive health. When women age their waist tends to become less pronounced as they put on fat around the stomach. This coincides with them becoming less fertile.

Learn to love yourself
Have you noticed how many married couples look quite similar? Studies have shown that more than anything we prefer somebody who looks just like we do. Research has uncovered that there is a correlation in couples between their:
Lung volumes

Middle finger lengths

Ear lobe lengths

Overall ear size

Neck and wrist circumferences

Metabolic rates

Mummy's boys and Daddy's girls?
The latest studies indicate that what people really, really want is a mate that looks like their parents. Women are after a man who is like their father and men want to be able to see their own mother in the woman of their dreams.

At the University of St Andrews in Scotland, cognitive psychologist David Perrett studies what makes faces attractive. He has developed a computerised morphing system that can endlessly adjust faces to suit his needs.

Students in his experiments are left to decide which face they fancy the most. Perrett has taken images of students' own faces and morphed them into the opposite sex. Of all the faces on offer, this seems to be the face that subject will always prefer. They can't recognize it as their own, they just know they like it.

Perrett suggests that we find our own faces attractive because they remind us of the faces we looked at constantly in our early childhood years - Mum and Dad. Even the pheromone studies are now showing a preference for our parents' characteristics.

smile :)

2008-07-17T17:11:00.004+08:00

HELLO ALL!
you've stumbled upon amanda's blog and the post today is about SMILING! :D:D:D:D
real one larh. not the squint and pretend like although you put on that smile, you still are frowning inside!

do you know of people who carry nice smiles and whenever they smile at you, you'll feel so good inside? when you feel really down, a smile can set things straight. and yes, it can set the rest of your day ahead straight! maybe you can just give someone you haven't talked to for ages a nice/warm smile, and don't be surprised if they actually come over to chat you! just a teeny weeny bit won't make you like not cool larh!

alright, after all everyone needs logical reasoning to why we should smile more. More so if it does brings us a great deal of benefits, here goes!

Smiling makes us attractive.
We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away -- but a smile draws them in.

Smiling is Contagious
When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.

Smiling Relieves Stress
Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you'll be better able to take action.

Smiling Boosts Your Immune System
Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. Prevent the flu and colds by smiling.

Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin
Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.

Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger
The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don't go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day -- you'll look younger and feel better.

Smiling Makes You Seem Successful
Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.

Smiling Helps You Stay Positive
Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It's hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that "Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.

wonderful sunday!

2008-07-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

bless and be blessed! :)
i would like to encourage all fellow brothers and sisters in Christ to bless people whom you love throughout the week!

i went for sunday's 2nd service today and saw jonathanCHAN!
apparently, he's been attending my church!

sheshe and i were both LATE.
or so we thought.
in the end, service did not start on time.
okay, maybe cos the 1st service goers just left and it would take a fair amount of time to dissipate the crowd! :))

the speaker's really powerful, the sermon was more than applicable.
it stirred up the feelings deep within me, and i just started tearing.
overwhelmed by God's grace and love for me.

everything must start with our family.
be it the sharing of gospel, sharing the love of Christ, shining for Him, etc.
your family members are just as important, in fact very much much more important.

okay so i arrived home thinking that i was late again for the badminton appointment!
wanted to like learn how to UPGRADE FROM LOUSY TO NOT SO LOUSY but the weather is not in favour of us playing badminton!
in the end, we decided that doing some housework is a form of healthy activity and got on with that! was quite fun! :D:D:D

anyways, here's a nice song which i stumbled upon while... i forgot what i was doing!HAHAA.
nevermind, just hope you'll enjoy listening to it!

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Song lyrics | All The Love In The World lyrics

Corrs
All The Love In The World

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

bishounen crave.

2008-07-08T17:43:00.005+08:00

OH MAN.
they are like so beautiful!
okay, so anime guys and girls look awesome.
and recently i'm really into VAMPIRE KNIGHT! :D:D:D

"Cross Adademy is attended by two groups of students: the Day Class and the Night Class. At twilight, when the students of the Day Class return to their dorm, they cross paths with the Night Class on their way to school. Yuki Cross and Zero Kiryu are the Guardians of the school, protecting the Day Class from the Academy's dark secret: the Night Class is full of vampires!"

here's a picture of my shuai ge, Zero Kiryuu!

okay so he's not the main main main lead that the main female character will end up together with. actually, zero being very handsome doesn't entitle him to the best things in the show ya? ;D

alright, here's the ONE picture of Kaname [main male character] that i found online!
ENJOY!
anyway, to end off, here's a sweet little quote about loving someone!
DELIGHT IN IT :D

“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.”

2008-07-07T11:13:00.002+08:00

you try so hard to deny it.
no, you try so hard to not realise you feel it.
you clenched your fists, you withstand with whatever the is taunting your feelings.
but you know, only by not acknowledging it and taking cover under God can protect the both of you.

but still, he's happy now.
i think he has a new ''life'' now.
you can feel his smiles now.
though you can't see it.
God allowed you to feel it.
God made it come true, he IS very happy now.

a new life in Christ.

2008-07-06T08:29:00.002+08:00

ALOHA!=D

i just reached home from benjamin's place for 24/7 prayer!
it was a good experience, it was a great session of bonding, mostly due to monopoly and house consecration.

OKAY, so the starting was startling.
never thought i would be used as a ground for spiritual attacks, nevertheless, God has given the authority to cast them back to their realms. it's a very true experience, and i find it easier to share if we talk face to face.

so that was the time i settled down my thoughts and reflect on the possible roots of my strongholds. and true enough, gabriel prayed for me and God removed certain strongholds in my life. this made me more aware of the dire lukewarm christian situation i was in. and it made a major difference in my spiritual walk with Christ.

i'm glad that i've drawn closer to God and that God upon realising my pain recently with a relationship problem has provided me with comfort and peace. finally, the pain and the longing was removed. i believed he will be glad that God has done this for me too. afterall, he lost all his feelings for me already ya?

i'm gonna fast from practical unuseful applications for this period of 40 days of fasting and praying.

i'm really glad that life has taken a turn and the change is better!

thank you for all my friends around me.
thank you gabriel soh jun wen!
THANK YOU GOD! ((:

premonition.

2008-07-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

today's officially the first day of the new term in school!
first off was GP and we received our paper 2 results.
i managed to pass it but looking at the signs, strongly believes that i will never match up to my aim on the targets setting worksheet!
HAHAH. so, it's futile.

so school ended at approximately 12.05 [relatively earlier], and wanjing minfei sock huay and i went to the comic store at pasir ris central and got immersed in the land of japan animated cute guys and pretty ladies! :D:D:D

YAY! SO ONLY ENGLISH MANGA WORKS FOR ME. Wallflower aka My Fair Lady was a good choice.
personally, i found it entertaining and the storyline makes my heart flutter and everything. i was like giggling when i was reading it. Kyouhei is such a hearthrob, unfornately wallpapers of that manga is not widely uploaded! :(:(:(

shortly after, i was home!
left home again at about 6pm to catch a movie with gabriel soh! :)
IT WAS AN ''INSPIRING'' EXPERIENCE!

we watched "Ten Promises I Made To My Dog", it has an okay storyline which is more towards drama and family-oriented. so at the very end, the dog died due to old age and hahahahhaha, the whole cinema was filled with the SOBSOBSOB noises! :D:D:D
i didn't sob sob but i did drop a tear or two or three or i can't count them larh! ;(
HAHHAAA! and it was really amusing to hear people exclaiming, "HEY, I RUN OUT OF TISSUE PAPER ALREADY! SH*T!"

hahaha, it's the first time i cried in the cinema.
or should i say was moved to tears by the movie!
I THINK ALL THE BOYFRIENDS WERE LIKE HUGGING THEIR CRYING GIRLFRIENDS LARH!hahahahaaaaaa. why did they like sobsob way before the sadness marches in?

oh yeah, thank you gabriel for your SLEEVE! :D

after the movie, both of us looked for waihong gerald and constance.
it was like a short period of catching up, mostly like i was out of conversation cos i can never relate to certain stuff they're talking about or i was just a little too concentrated on sorting out my thoughts!

i'll be with my cell group at ben's house for the overnight prayer meeting!:D
and our timeslot's at 5 to 6am, can't wait! :D:D:D

time affirms my feelings for you.
can you feel it?

2008-07-03T22:27:00.001+08:00

Mariah Carey - Butterfly

"When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands and watch you rise
Chorus

Spread you wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land
Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly (butterfly)
Bridge

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye)
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun (fly to the sun)
If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)
We truly were meant to be (spread your wings and fly)
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly (my butterfly)
Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be (you and I)
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly. "

it's this much that i've matured.

2008-07-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

sometimes, penning down your thoughts or your ideas ain't the best thing to do.
cos some things may be said in a fit of anger, out of sudden emotional gushes or either when you just feel like it sounds the best. so i believe my actions for the life ahead can speak for what i'm thinking.

tonight, i'm going to try something new.
nope, i'm not going to lie to myself and say i'm forgetting you or i hate you/myself those sort of things. i won't stoop down to levels that made our relationship looked so ugly. indeed it's beautiful. even till today, as you deny your rights, the efforts any of us can make, it has been the best of all.
no, the best of all was you.

alright so tonight, i'm going to smile.
and thank you for saying what you've said on your blog.
yes, i've gotten up and here i am, ready to conquer my new world without you!
it really just wakes me up.

and, i'd just want you to know.
never will i hate you,
if you should have any problems and need a listening ear or some company of any sort,
you can still, if you're willing, give me a call. :)

spread those wings and fly,
butterfly.

-Mariah Carey

a temporary goodbye to exams!

2008-07-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

OH YAY!
EXAMS IS OVER.
MYE TO BE EXACT! :D:D

i think everyone must have been feeling so tired after the chemistry paper today that many failed to sense the POST EXAM joy!JOY,PLEASURE,SENSATION! all these come after my dearest EXHAUSTING STUDYING DATES with myself.

studies, don't you ditch me.
i will be with you till the last day of a levels examination.
we had better click.

I'd like to thank God for the strength [mentally, physically] during this enduring days.
and there's like just countless things i want to thank God for!
i believe i should learn to complain and whine less.
i need to be thankful for so many things in life.
sometimes, bad things happen in life to shape you.
if you do look at the bigger picture, it serves to bring you benefits as well! just that lessons may not be learnt the easy way, if carrots don't work for you, maybe the rod will ya ;D
when you feel like you've lost something important, be thankful for the best of times that was put into the relationship, and then truly feel grateful for... without its loss, its true value wouldn't have shown. surely, by now, you'd endear it more right?
and really, whatever comes in the future, take this as a lesson learnt, cherish. TREASURE.
you were my priced possession. whatever am i saying. LOL.

and and and and. OH MY GOODNESS. i want to like go out everyday/night/morning/whatever you call it! IF JON LIM IS READING THIS, IT'D BE GOOD! can you please proceed with the organising of gathering? i will be so glad to help you man! :):)

OKAY, WILD AND FREE FOR THE MOMENT.
at the start of next week, it's pure mugging.
unbelievable but yeah.

post-exam mood!

2008-06-30T22:57:00.003+08:00

okay so we had 6 hours of examination today and i think many of us went a little mad. like screw-loose, unable to articulate and argue fairly well, and just wanna take a break for the rest of the day.

for me personally, i've chosen to ignore the effects of the last paper tmr which is my chemistry!:D:D

minfei wanjing and i went to tampines GV to catch YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN.
it was like. ERRRRRR. very hilarious but then i guess certain or majority of the content's quite explicit! :(:(:(
WE SCREAMED LIKE CRAZY IN THE CINEMA, and i laughed like so loud that i think people around us can hear it so clearly! but again, i guess everyone's laughing too. with more laughter, we can create a less tense and more relaxing atmosphere? ;D

HAHAHAHAA.
oh man and certain parts like just freak me out.
i was leaning to wards wanjing, wanting to take comfort in her cos i couldn't bear the sight! in my heart, it was as if you can hear many many drowning in the sea frantically calling for HELP! i guess i just don't like this kinda things at all.
so girls, i'm not dirty-minded ok! :D

anyway it was a good show and well, worth more than a laugh but do keep an open mind and a discerning one when watching the movie!:D

OKAY SO NOW I'M GOING TO SLEEP.
thank you for the advice my dear friend zihao! :D

a moderately light-hearted night.

2008-06-29T14:09:00.002+08:00

i spent the afternoon sleeping, resting, cos i was struck with the horrible headache. haha.

at about 7pm, i set off to church for cell-group.
really missed them quite alot! :D:D:D

okay so what happened during cellgrp was disastrous/funny/interesting.
our cell leader was tossing his cup of bubble tea, and as he leaned forward towards gabriel and i [gabriel and i sat beside each other], he lost his ''footing'' and the cup of bubble tea came ''TOWERING'' to us!hahahahaaaaaa.
whatever, i think i can't really describe how things were.
anyway, soon, gabriel, bernie and i found ourselves lavished with a tinge of peach flavour.
so we had to mop the floor in the cell room.
hahaha, it sure was a fresh way to start cell group!:D

okay, so cell-group doing the male-female-split sharing was cool.
it was insightful as well :)
really enjoyed the session.
we discussed certain problems that girls may be facing in school, society, our home.

after that, i went to look for waihong gor! :D:D
that's cos i was feeling a little low and asked to meet him to have a nice catching up/problem-sharing.
intended to catch a movie after cell group though, sorry gabriel! :D
next time, next time!

so we chatted till about 1.40 am.
and i finally got things sorted out.
he's really a great listener.
hearing is a body function but listening is an art.
did i get it right? ;D

i realise that denial leads to poor mental health and blahblahblah!:D:D:D
but i felt so liberated when i just pour out my heart!
we went strolling, walking, around some very familiar estates.
i wanted to go there to take a look and see if by any chance, i can see him.
HAHAHA, okay whatever. that was stupid i know.
not gonna do that again.

anyways, S.A episode 12 subbed is finally out!
oh yeah, recently discovered a new song.
a little sentimental but nevertheless a nice song.

Secondhand Serenade
-Fall For You

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Song lyrics | Fall For You lyrics
"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find."

2008-06-27T17:21:00.004+08:00

as soon as time's up,
my heart sank.
i felt like. hey, i totally lost it.
amanda, look at those blanks, those crappish answers and those ti-kam-ed answers.

it's okay, try harder.
minfei says kum jung's secret to successful results is that,
when you feel like you're driven to the wall by the subject,
revive and push yourself again,
you may have faced the brink of death again but push.

this is madness but this just shows i've gotta try harder.

but i'd like to thank God for making me a more mature person.
as in, at least i'm aware that sometimes i just let emotions take over me.
and i can assert certain self-control.

i have been watching anime recently.
just chiong-ed 11 episodes of it.
okay, let's remove the ''it'''and call it by name.
SPECIAL A.

it's really funny,
a break from the stressful struggles.
it has an element of romance,
feel so touched when the guy tries to protect the girl and blah blah!:D

and the guy's got some special aura.
he's uber smart, he's super skinny, super nice, super considerate, quite charming.
the girl is super cute, super headstrong, super dense when it comes to love, super accomplished.

I thank God for the love we once shared.
Now that we're on our own,
please promise to take care of yourself .
I'll be praying for you till one day, you no longer exist in my heart.

EXAM PERIOD.

2008-06-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

let's take this time to just calm down and not think about quantum physics, how electrons interact, why is sampling needed, what's the price adjustment for a certain product, etc.

there's this conflicting urm struggle within my mind.
to study or not to?
i'm just so sick of it already yet this guilt feeling is coming down me.
i guess chemistry was really demoralising but this doesn't equate to me giving the rest of them up.

think math paper 1 was rather okay today!
it's been the most do-able so far.
however, i learnt of my careless mistakes and think i'll be glad to just pass it.

tmr's gonna be physics paper 3.
i tried studying for physics during holidays ços i really didn't want to let mr ng down.
he's a nice teacher, i really want to make him feel comforted by our IMPROVING grades.

i'll try my best.
but first of all, i need to relieve stress.
HAHAH.

2nd day of exams.

2008-06-24T18:51:00.002+08:00

i just came back from whitesands where i did a little chilling out with girlfriends.

chemistry paper was tedious, and sad to say if you've studied hard enough, it may bring you a pass.
as with all chemistry papers, demoralising and time-consuming, a motivation to study hard for it would be like waiting for the ducks to fly.
this is with the exception of receiving back mye results and then feeling that gush of guilt feeling which will soon turn into inspiration and pushing factor for revision.
i'm really just waiting for that. :)

okok, so chemistry paper 3 is a goner.
i'm very afraid i could count my scores with my hands.
hopefully i can GOOD double digit score for paper three.
HIGHLY DOUBTFUL but it's always okay to be HOPEFUL.
HAHAHA.

here and then, i would do reflections and see if there's anything to be changed.
seems like a whole list of them but i guess it's good to realise what you've done wrong or right.
:)

it's time to mature.
time for a change. =D

first day of exams.

2008-06-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

the first paper is GP essay.
i chose question 7 as in my my opinion, it was the easier to argue question alrdy!
HAHAHA.
the rest were equally hard.

i'm only superficially done with chem, planning to at least go thru' organic chemistry, electrochemistry and periodic table once more!:):)
pray that my results will not reflect superficially as well!

i found this pretty blogskin on blogskins.com.
felt like we share an affinity.
love at first sight, and tada! it's on my blog already!

was meddling with the html of the tagboard ços it doesn't fit well with the blogskin,
it's okay, i guess i can do without tagboards since there are so few tags.

anyway, today's a happy day.
and life couldn't get any better when you can just laugh it all out with ya friends. :D

alright, back to tv and more chem.

a post-mye wishlist!

2008-06-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

okay,
i think i'm already conjuring up a post-midyrs-exam wishlist! :D:D:D
ain't i fast!

i'm just so forward looking when it comes to post exam activities!
planning overnight parties, eating expedition, slacking sessions and late late late night outings!

HAHAHHA.
okay, this is in a bid to forget all those post-exam-results days when i have to bear with seeing those slipping-off grades and not to mention, certain subjects which have arrived at the bottom of the deep deep ocean.

whatever i'm saying i'm not making sense right?
okay, this is -- i guess pre-examinations blues.
in fact, i like yellow better! ooops. :(

and yeah, i don't know why but i guess i'm really okay already!
times like this can be rewarding if you've looked back at all those nice memories and smile.
i think i didn't only smile, i laughed too.
just leave our the tears, and it'd the most perfect perfect you've been thru.

NIGHTS!
and va-va voom speed thru' exam period!

to all my dear friends and anyone who's taking exams soon:
JIA YOU , work hard and hang on there!

stay strong.

2008-06-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

i believe my fragile period is over!
YUPP. :)
though i can't say i'm not emotional.
though i can't say i am over it, [i will not be cos i still feel]
i can safely pronounce that i have new revelations which will make me a better person.
sounds corny, but i guess sometimes the corny-est things are true to the dot.

THANKS WANJING MINFEI GLEN ZHANYI. :D:D:D

cos this relationship has been such a wonderful one,
it has changed me.
it has made me stronger, made me more accepting, made me smiled so much more although i was always full of smiles already!

certain decisions, call for sacrifice.
you may want it so much but if you know, that your desire does not bring ultimate happiness, all you can do is to let go.
and wait.
for someday.
maybe something will happen.

maybe, never again will you fall... in love.
but then, life is full of possibilities.

i will work hard and cherish what i have already.
and no matter what happens, you have my support.
when you feel like no one's listening to you, i am watching over you.
when you want someone to be there, i have always been standing by you.
just look beyond what you can see already, and i'm at the other corner, waiting for you.
=)

a walk to remember.

2008-06-21T03:38:00.002+08:00

tonight's a long night.
filled with tears.
filled with awesome sadness.
and yet, it really ended off with a smile.
it ended off with a walk worth remembering.

i don't know if you'd believe me, but.
i know. i will remember this even ages later.
cos. no walk's been so special.

okay, i need to let the air out here.

the short time spent together was to the fullest.
more than anytime that can make up for it.
it's not a stupid fetish kinda thing, i think you changed me. you changed my perceptions of life.
you taught me, how to love others, accept them for who they are, and how to stand by my friends.
you said i taught you many things too.
i hope so.
we ain't leaving without learning from mistakes or if we do not leave as better persons, the what we used to have would not be fruitful.

ain't gonna bluff and say it doesn't hurt.
i wished for myself to be ill so you'd visit, but i guess exams are here, can't do.

here's a song, the chorus is wonderfully sang by David Cook.
and this is what i wanna tell you. [modified]

"We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
~~Girl~~ BOY don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave ~~girl~~BOY
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no."

i never knew. things could get so emotional. i never knew, you could just break too. we broke down. but still, things, memories, are etched at the back of my mind. they are too important to be missed - like you said. the linkway is named after you. the pictures we took while walking me home for [i dunno if it's the last time]. the frogs you tried protecting me against. the things you said. everything, keeps resounding in my head.

STUPID. i shouldn't still be so sad. so emo.
i can't even type in proper english.

can't wait for exams to be over.

and i can't forget the conversation and thoughts we exchanged tonight.
you really made a difference to my life.
guess i can't celebrate your birthday with you like i would want to.

i just pray that as you walk home, you'll be safe.
God will keep you safe.

i never regretted being with you.
it was simple, it was nice, it was perfect.
you are perfect even till tonight.

a day at LIM's place.

2008-06-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

having heard that jon lim's house is quite okay [conducive] to do revision/grp studying, i decided to join the study group today.

study group [today] : jonathan lim, amanda toh, glendon phua, gerold yap

prowess : SO-SO. below expectations.

HAHAHAH. but many many funny incidents did happen!:D:D
it was one hair of a business! ;D

okay, so the glendon came from his checkup and decided to read his archie comics and study later.
we started browsing/viewing cute girls'and guys'friendster profiles first.
after that was back to studying and then when glendon came along, we got so distracted.

later by about 6pm, we decided to let down our hair and chatted a little about secondary school stuff and about who liked who, digging up old grandfather stories. after that, wonder what's got into our minds, i suggested teaching the guys how to braid hair.

AND THEY GOT SO EXCITED TO BRAID!:D
guess it was sorta their first time trying to!

however, to my surprise, glendon gerold and jon all exclaimed they knew how to braid.
okay, so i decided to have some fun and let them be my hairstylists!
glendon spoke in a very zohan manner, and he pretended to be the hairstylist.
gerold was a helper and jon lim the filming guy!
AND I HAVE TO SAY, MY HAIR'S ALL MESSED UP and jon lim's grip was so strong man. i think he wanted to tug out my hair from my head!
he couldn't be gentler.
but i was so amused by how long they took and the comments they made.
:D

okay so next operation was to style gerold's hair.
which is, sad to mention, really quite a failure!
gerold was like screaming non-stop, and groaning!hahahaha.
i guess jon lim applied to much much wax/gel/clay?
HAHAHA. gerold went to wash it off later.

okay so before we left jon lim's house,
gerold and i stared at his 3-d optical illusion portrait again, hoping to finally see the images of the sea creatures appearing.
"stare at your own reflection," said jon lim.
and we did!
OH BOY, almost instantly, we could see outlines of the sea creatures and the 3-d ocean bed appearing!
i was so elated to finally be able to see it!
WOW.
tried that for so many times at his old place, and to no avail.
next time, try the reflection thingy again! :D:D

speaking of which, i haven't watched YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN :)

pick you up.

2008-06-18T01:29:00.004+08:00

OKAY.
this is such a late hour already and yet my fetish for william moseley is not dying down.
currently viewing galleries containing his images.
i'm so sorry that i have an eye candy! :D:D

anyways, i do not surf sites just to look at pretty boys!
[this is the first time i got so JAW-DROPPED by a male artiste by the way!]
i found this good site with lotsa, GUYS YOU NEED IT, GIRLS YOU MODIFY IT---- pickup lines! :D:D

okay, i'm not gonna pick anyone up with those, except maybe wanjing. LOL.

here are a few which i deem as funny and cool.
all are cool, just that they appear to be cooler to me! ;D

- Can I borrow a quarter? ["What for?"]
... I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams.
- Are your legs tired, because you've been running through my mind all day long.
-Do you have a Bandaid? Because I just scraped my knee falling for you.
- Girl, you better have a license, cuz you are driving me crazy!
- Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
- Are you lost ma'am? Because heaven's a long way from here.
- Excuse me, I'm looking for a friend...do you want to be my friend?
- Hi, my name's Right...Mr. Right.

this ain't the season to be jolly.

2008-06-11T00:15:00.002+08:00

i went cycling with kok sin on monday!
it was alot of fun.

first off, he came over to my place to fetch his bike and then off to elias mall we go!
he had to eat first, and we took a rest before continuing the ride.
after his noodles and soya milk drink, we took off for the park!
yup, pasir ris park.
this is still a starter right?
[perhaps when i'm less rusty compared to my heavy bike, we can aim to go further.]
alright so it was a straight thru'the park with lots of sharing on the way!
it was like something fresh ços usually you share stuff over meals, on the phone, while taking a walk and such but now it's like biking is a multi-tasking activity if put tgt with talking.
after the park-ride, kok sin just felt like bringing us to the fish farm which i was told of, a frog-alicious site.
=| ok so i got quite panicky and nervous, afraid to meet with the little creatures and there was a smelly heaven.
hahaha, the swing there's quite nice for chit-chatting session with ya'buds.
and there was this COMPARATIVELY HUGE fish, sad to say, the name was not noted in my brain, the way it moves, looks really intimidating and to think i suggested buying fish food for it, i'd have been so dead horrified if it comes out ''asking'' for me to feed it.
later on, it was to his place for dinner!
and like always, greeted by his cute/petite niece!
and she's got this whole lot of things to say but as a very young toddler of about age 2, she simply can't articulate that well. but i know, she may be just as talkative as me when she grows up! :D:D:D
okay so after dinner it was like 9.30pm?
and we got on our way back to my place, yeah - cycling.
and that was all for our beautiful day together.

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2008-06-05T01:49:00.002+08:00

it has been long since i blogged!
haven't recollected my thoughts so that they can come very neatly onto my blog.

well, i've been watching movies for these few days.
they were good.

first off was THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN.
underlying review: rocked my socks.
interesting finds during movie: minfei wanjing and i were like "OH SH*T x 100000" when the good guys' plans were foiled. it was a tense situation, and we just felt so helpless watching the narnians decrease in strength.

JUNO.
underlying review: reality made to screen.
interesting finds during movie: mummy laughed at how preggers female lead reminded her of her 2nd trimester days when she carried me!

oh yeah.
and here's the lyric of Barry Louis Polisar - All I Want Is You

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

hello and bye!

2008-05-19T00:58:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHT.
THE LAST OF IT.
BYE CHOIR PRACTICE.
BYE GOOD FRIENDS.
BYE BYE BYE.

no more long hours of waiting,
no more repeating songs,
no more laughing at victoria guy,
no more saying of cheesy pick up lines to the girls,
no more busy cca days.

we made our last appearance on the choral scene.
to many jc2s, it was memorable experience.
when the mc was introducing our choir,
i seemed to have gone back to a few months back,
thought about when i first joined the cca,
i was filled with hatred,
bore grudges,
constantly thinking of ways to skip practice
and now i've come to regret.
it is/was a tortured love.

and to my friends in choir,
thank you for all the care and concern,
the friendships we've forged,
i will not forget them.

and even after a's is over,
i'll be back to cheer you on!

alright, i sound so emotionally now.
listening to emo songs. HAHA.

here are few pictures to commemorate the performance.

WE MAKE THE MUSIC.

2008-05-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

prelude to amanda getting all so emotional.

well, i realise that i do feel attached to choir.
amanda, this is the tortured love you've been singing all this while.
tmr's the last performance,
hope everyone will give their best! :))
with many many bottles of heart-shaped sweets,
MANDA.

i am not emo.

2008-05-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday was like the first month anniversary!
DAY OF CELEBRATION, very much self-declared! ((:

so we decided to do something less taxing like renting a nice.warm.fuzzy.sweet. movie to watch.
we went to the nearest VIDEO RENTAL SHOP and we were conned by the auntie who claims the hills have eyes is a nice movie with lotsa thrill and horror and gore and whatever you cud have found in the recent exciting thrillers.

to our horror, [not caused by the movie]
it was horribly old school and very much NOT INTERESTING.
ok, it's not nice at all! :(:(

but i really have to thank God that the movie wasn't nice cos just when we decided to rent another movie which is potentially more interesting than the former, we realised he had lost his wallet!
so it was cos the movie ain't nice that we get to realise he lost his wallet!
went back to koufu to look for it.
and thank God again that the very honest cleaner lady there kept it for him! :D:D:D
oh btw, i said a little prayer before we embarked on the search.
trust in the Lord and He will perform wonders.

the day was spent quite fruitfully cos we managed to catch up and did some quality communication.
and as with all relationships, trust.communication.and maturity. are utmost important.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

what happened today:

was kinda sugar-rushie in the morning!
talked about lotsa nonsensical stuff as well as came up with many weird ideas for different occasions.
enjoyed the morning lessons, but i think i've lost it for physics.
8 pages away from the last lecture i attended and i'm almost a goner! x(

and during recess, the 'WHO CAN GET TO THE MALAY STALL FASTER' war began.
hahahahaha, pple dont trot to queue, pple run.
:D:D:D
like so auntie right! but it is totally true and if you do buy from the canteen's malay stall, you'll pretty much understand why.
btw, only THOSE WHO CUT QUEUES strolled to the queue.
whatever, i'm not gonna be such a bitch. :)

and in the later part of the day, i was having this tensional headache which makes me feel as if i was floating whilst completing my econs test! it was a stange sensationalised feeling. =\

thus i went to see the doc and didn't manage to attend the syf recording.
SORRY PPLE! :(

i realised something that i shld be worrying about today.
but i was reassured.
i guess this takes much maturity on our parts and faith in him.
ok i trust you.
and i'll keep praying for the Lord to ease my discomfort cos what you've told me really manage to disturb me a little.
or maybe more than merely a little.
it's ok, i can take :)

BEAUTIFUL DATE.

2008-05-03T00:53:00.002+08:00

well, i can't express my joy in meeting you any further cos words just can't describe the incredible happiness flowing within my very very keen heart.

okay so i haven gone out with him for like 4 days i think!

firstly i shall anti-climax my POST.

starting the day off with a gp essay writing, followed by 2 tests which most of us gave up on.
unfortunately, dear wanjing caught a flu, sabrina had fever, minfei had migraine, sockhuay was recovering from flu and both hazi and i were EXHAUSTED.

okay so halfway through, you might have spotted our clique decreased in size!
alright so there's still sockz, hazi and i who went for econs lecture this very nice afternoon.

something dramatic happened during lecture,
it sort of served as a cheap thrill to which many were deprived of ever since entering MJC.
this sorta scenes were common in secondary schools but extremely rare in junior colleges.

however, this has posed a potential problem to our econs tutor.
and i really pity her, she may have received a lashing from her fellow colleague.

OUR CLASS WAS UNITED.
everyone, in the presence of danger, stood bravely and SHUT our mouth.
promising to keep the names only within our heads.

AFTER THE ARDUEOUS ECONOMICS JOURNEY,
sock and i went to WANJING's house to deliver her homework.

afterwhich i took a cab home and prepared to go out.

met kok sin, yixiang and reanne.
REANNE's charming ok! :D:D
she's such an eyecandy.

we had dinner at yoshinoya [had the same thing the day before],
and it was more of me trying to connect to the same wavelength as them!

while the guys were shopping for their pants,
reanne and i did some girl-to-girl talk.
it was a cool conversation,
but it was nothing that speaks of who i am.
:)

hope to know his friends better someday!

so he promised dad he'd send me home by 12am,
and guess what!
we reached my home at 11.55pm!
DAD WAS SURPRISED at the ACCURACY!

overall, it was memorable tonight/today.
i believe that with maturity and the right communication along with mutual trust,
we can path the way for a better future.

TRYING.

2008-04-29T17:23:00.002+08:00

it has been a trying week.
to be very honest and precise,
it was like since 2 weeks ago?

life's starting to take a turn.
there are more things on hand which reduces my studying/leisure activities time.
it's finally the moment to execute good discipline and smart time management.
the only ordeal is how to surpass the temptation of the flesh to go out and play and socialise?

alright. so i am playful. i am still in semi-holidaying mood.
HAHAHA.
at least i do my tutorials, i tried to study for my tests and such.

it really sucks to have to keep pushing yourself beyond your limits.
like when you're eyes are pressing to close, your brain is begging to rest,
you'd just have to P.U.S.H. [this is also an abbreviation for pray until something happens!]

first and foremost, my mind's not at peace.
i feel this horrible uneasiness deep down my heart, like, HEY YOU NEED TO LET IT GO.
there are several factors for this.

firstly, i felt like i've let someone in particular down.
are you sad? heartbroken? disappointed? felt cheated?
:(

secondly, i felt like i've let a few more others down.
did you guys feel cheated?

all i can do is to apologise and ask that you will understand,
feelings are hard to control.
and this time, it's something more.
i can't explain but i know God can.
and God has it all in for me.

thirdly, i feel like i'm no longer free to go off, free to smile, free to cry, free to get wild anymore.
it's like placing a cap on the bottle, and the carbon dioxide can no longer escape.
if you keep the gas in for too long, my boy,
the bottle may eventually explode.

OH WELL.
LIFE GOES ON RIGHT.
AND THERE ARE MANY WHO ARE HAPPY FOR ME.
perhaps, i'm still not ready yet.

like what i've said to you,
i'm not ready for a new one.
i'm still so.
i dunno.

don't bother waiting.
i may not return.

:)thank You Lord

2008-04-13T11:36:00.002+08:00

i must say God works in creative and wonderful ways,
He reveals His Purpose for you in His own timing.
and for me, i saw the unveiling today.
oh, how wonderful is our Lord,
King of kings and Lord of lords!

recently, or rather ever since last year,
my love for God has been lukewarm.
and the Lord is eager to draw me closer.
by bringing me a companion,
the Lord has reminded me of turning back to Him in times of woe.

and now i know,
i need Him more than ever.
i need the Lord's hands in my studies,
academic's failing.
LORD HELP ME PLEASE,
DRAW ME CLOSE AGAIN,
AND NEVER SHALL I STRAY.

MOVIE MARATHON.

2008-04-11T11:14:00.003+08:00

hello dear readers!
[whatever =D ]

i just returned from movie marathon ó8 held in MJC.
and obviously, i'm super tired.
i shall say mentally drained out, physically still awake.
i need to rest my brain and recuperate those cells burnt during BORING MOVIE SCENES in which i need to try ultra hard to stay awake.
not to mention poor bedding. :D:D:D
i didn't even have bedding materials in the first place to begin with!
thankss wanjing for the yoga sheets.

i'm sorry miss tan, my sentence structure may have gone haywired here due to the overexhaustion of my puny grey matter.
okay, what's up for movie marathon?

FIRSTLY,
WARLORDS.
it may be my 2.5 time watching the movie already.
and i'm still amused by takashi's "brother is right" line!
and i believe many laughed at it so cynically. :D:D:D:D
it was a tragedy and one of the reasons why they queued the movie in the first position is because it requires higher order thinking skills and hence more endurance.
singaporeans never like high-brow entertainment?
NO. i love it. hahaha. to a certain extent only!

NEXT UP,
SECRETS.
secrets is so full of secrets.
the general plot was rather interesting but development rather weak.
if it was put into a gp essay, i may have to reconstruct my content. OOPS! =x
but jay chou looks suave in the movie, simply cos he IS VERY TALENTED.
musically inclined superstar.
not my favourite but i do admire him. :)
and i do feel that the female lead is a tad to easy to get jealous.
perhaps i do not put myself into her shoes or anything but GIRLS SHOULD NOT BE SO NARROWMINDED RIGHT?:D
hey, we girls are, super caring, intelligent, understanding and sweet de hor! :D:D:D:D
WAHAHA.

THIRD,
200 POUNDS BEAUTY.
my fourth time watching it already!
and the female lead's voice never fails to touch me.
I LOVE HER VOICE.
SO 'CI XING/XIN'.
and the crowd pretty much loved it too.
lotsa laughter and this is when you see people dozed off and bidding farewell to go to dreamland already. what a sight! :D:D:D
they missed a great movie!

FOURTH UP,
GONGFU DUNK.
okay, it's my second time for this movie already so i spent 1.5hrs outside the hall chatting with someone special on the line.
i made a big blunder.
and upset someone.
but i do know if that someone doesn't care, he wouldn't have gotten to affected.
RIGHT? :)
the chat was really nice, served up as the main course for the night.
just like when in millions of crowds,
suddenly you spot someone smiling at you, and instantly, the millions became nought.
that's the power of it.
though he never realises it.
:)

LASTLY,
CJ7.
sorry but i dozed like at the entrance of the 2/3 of the movie cos i was bored by it:(
it simply did not live up to my expectations as my friend hoakiat would agree.
the """"""thing""""""" seemed a little creepy to me cos it resembled a cross-breed between chick and dog.
the kinda thing that would evolve from futuristic science movements.
like when scientists do cloning or something.
and to be TRUTHFULLY HONEST, i'm not for it.
:(

and so i was charged for 45 mins and off we go to wanjing's house for somemore rest! :D:D
and at 9.15am we set off for school to check our pw results.
it was a mix of feelings.
getting good results doesn't mean it will bring you joy.
and with that, we were sad.

alright, i shall stop here for i am expecting some guests tonight/this evening.
can't wait to see him again!
WHEEEEEEEE.

2008-04-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

it has been an enduring day today.
jc2s' life is a hazard, too much to bear, too little to enjoy.
every moment you're free from work, you'd want to use it for personal quality time.
however, the thickening layers of doubts accumulated from tutorials seem to haunt you, and slowly, you'll feel the guilt, your conscience struck, and you get back to work.

that's the UTTERLY sad truth.
a victimise-ing truth.

i was having a bad bad cough during chem tutorial [wanjing suppose i coughed on purpose] and chem lecture.
i guess even my throat can't take chemistry any further.

every tuesday is a day when you can witness funny incidents relating to how pple respond to higher authorities.
mr x would hurry his students so frantically whenever mr ng HIDES behind the door.
perhaps mr ng noticed that his presence would bring much fear and thus, he considerately HIDES himself away. :|

as you can tell i am so monotonous in typing.
no laughter or anything.
that's cause i'm still tired.
still sick.

after school, we went to west plaza to meet wanjing's friends.
was planning to go back school for choir practice at 4.30pm but never seem to make it.
there was heavy rain and the worst of all - - i was caught in it.
not making a point that i'm a weakling but just this makes me REALLY ILL.
:(:(:(

well seeing MY DOCTOR sure brings warmth to my heart.
thank you for doctor-ing me home.
:D:D:D

i can't make any sense of what i'm typing anymore cos mr ng rocks, friday got singing practice with gabriel, thursdat got movie marathon, and a whole new life awaits.
ok. all gibberish but just a summary of events.

2008-04-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know.

:D:D

2008-04-05T21:25:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY

life is indeed beautiful and wonderful! :D:D
and i'm slowly unravelling the marvels of life.
a new one i hope.

classes ended at 11.15am and soon i found myself on my feet to the therapy with my friend.
the journey to dhoby ghaut seemed pretty short as we were much entertained by each others' jokes and lame comments. pretty obvious? :)

therapy went on for abt an hour and a half.
the wait was slightly long for me, but AMANDA is never bored. LOL.
i did some work, played the games on my phone, sms-ed my friend, read the posters and chart boards to be further educated. sooo, JC is pushing me to be a nerd even when i have a choice not to. NAH! what rubbish! =|

after the therapy, i went home to get changed before going downtown.
i needed to get out of my uniform cos it's just such a heavy burden to bear. heavy and bulky school bag, STUDIOUS attire, nerd look. throw that aside for a moment pls! :D:D:D:D:D

so we went to marina square to get his, urm. SHOWERGEL? HAHA.
ok, we took train to cityhall so that we could get a green tea shower gel from Bodyshop. we made tampines mall look really bad.

alright, so we were stopped by this dude from an artiste grooming company, and he sorta hinted us that we looked good together.
AND WE WERE LIKE SMILING TO EACH OTHER as he was explaining the whole thing to us.
hahahaha. i think i felt really weird and yet happy at that time. urm. *weird smile!*

and then i received a bad news from my dearest beloved pikachu.
really was damn sad for a moment.
wanted to cry a little.
knowing that nothing can really be done except to pray.

i guess it really hurts to know your friends are doing things to harm their bodies.
i guess it really is not the best thing to realise and does not set the best impression.
i know people have alrdy advised them against doing so.

i knew what it meant to be really worried.

so after a little bit of "surprise" and very very mild-emo-ing, we went to look for wanjing and her pals. her friends are really tall. hahahaa. and they look so cute together!
though it was simply a short half an hour spent tgt with wanjing, i was contented. xD
i'm not lesbian.

later on we caught a movie,
"SHUTTER".
i missed the thailand version for the american one is SO LAME.
NOT SCARY AT ALL.
ONLY SAD.
LOUSYLOUSY.
but the company made it soooooooooooo much better. like 100% lor! =(

after the movie, we decided to go home cos i had to attend choir camp the very next day.
and we chatted about our interests, philosophy, past.
quite a cool and wondrous conversation.
it was engaging and very fun! :D:D:D

so with that, i went home UBER ULTRA HAPPY AND CONTENTED.
thank you for all!

SATURDAY

i dragged myself outta bed at about 6.30am? =\
and for what?
CHOIR CAMP.
hahahaha.

okay so choir camp aint that bad.
at least the main aim was achieved.
bonding between choir members.

for the first time, JC1s and 2s can talk crap tgt.
so at the very start, we played CAPTAIN'S BALL named QUIDDITCH CUP replaced by four objects on court.
they are basically the cabbage, orange, basketball and volleyball.
things were really heating up, cool game, cool players, cos they have cool height.
HAHHAA. whatever!

later on, we have to bid for BREAKFAST MATERIALS OR SUPPLEMENTS [kaya spread, fruit jam, whatever,whatever and PRICED POSESSION - - - - NUTELLA!]

after that was boring boring sectionals which took like our SOULS away from us even though it was a mere 25 mins. hahaha. sarah was really nice to let us lie on the floor to sing. hey lying on the floor to sing requires more PUSH and more diaphram-ic activity hor! :):)

then we went for lunch and lastly for the wet activities,
it was a showdown against the COMMITTEE.
WHAT A JOKE!
but was really fun!
ok, i didnt play larh, but i was enjoying every single laughter heard, every smile seen.

we then went to get changed in our new choir TEE!:D:D:D
i loved the design so much.

and then the much awaited moment arrived, DISMISSAL.
hahhahaaa.
and that was all!

had a nice talk with jonathan chan.
got kinda sad again.
thanks for telling me to keep cool about others' problems.
it was a great camp thank you!

feelings show.

2008-04-02T19:37:00.002+08:00

I WAS BLOGGING HALFWAY THRU AND THE HEARTLESS CPU FAILED ME.

ok, so i was lazy and decided to not update my blog.

i actually promised to bring medication for someone! butbutbut, unfortunately, i wasn't able to do so at the eleventh hour as dad volunteered to fetch me to school! I'M SO SORRY!

so i spent yet another day in school!
we had double periods for GP today and were given the task to complete comprehension paper without AQ. and all of us were tricked into thinking it was an easy task to complete.
IT WAS LIKE ONE OF THE HARDEST PAPER I'VE TRIED.
duh, what can you expect from RJC!

alright, so i'm done with rants over GP.
now let's start with homework.
econs essay, gp summary, math probability assignment, physics whole tutorial!
HAHAHHA. this is the time, my friend. x)

had some heart-to-heart talk with a few choir friends.
we were ostracised! HAHAHAH. kidding!
so we spent 1 hr plus outside choir room sharing personal stuff. and i could tell they were very sad indeed. i had no such feelings at all, in fact, i was relieved! :D sounds like a bum, but eh, it's true. i feel that the selection has been very unfair as it was not based on merits but interpersonal relations and vested interests. like, you know they'd love to perform but you think they're the easiest to kick out. well, i know for sure, my poor attendance plays an important role. AGAIN. :D:D

i'm over it as swift as it came.
melwee and sarah were really nice pple and you could just tell that sarah couldnt bring herself to it. loved them for all these.

OKAY, so i shall con't to be a cca slacker! and whee! more freetime on hand! YAY!

God has a plan for everything, if i'm in, my saturdays with God will have to be sacrificed :)

and yet again.

2008-03-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

i've been like returning to friendster for a couple of times today.
i've been online this whole day.
haha, and why so?

and yet again.
fallen.
tangled into the beautiful melody.
i think i have to stay firm.

today was yet another slack day.
yesterday's WONDERFUL conversation ate up most of my brain cells.
it was like 4am and my brain's still pushing, and it was like a very very witty conversation.
:D:D enjoyable.

went for a MILD shopping for computer this afternoon.

oh no, my brain hurts.
must be effect of the flu medicine.
i'll stop here.

hope to see you again.

HELLO GOOD DAY.

2008-03-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

it was a great way to spend SATURDAY.
to be with my dearest cell grp, saltshakers! :D:D:D
being with the cell is like locating a missing piece in your heart.
though the time spent with them is short, it brings much warmth and feels like A FAMILY.

alright so i ACCIDENTALLY sabotaged gabriel soh! :(:(
so sorry alright! hahahaha. though it was a sight.
it's cos aaron asked me to choose a guy from the cell grp to do something for my birthday. and immediately i choose gabriel not knowing what were to happen. and guess what! GABRIEL GOT TAUPOKED BY THE ROUGH ROUGH GANG. hahahaha. my apologies!

then during cell group sharing session, james talked abt the gruesome occurrence that his guitar teacher's eyeball LITERALLY POPPED OUT. and had to be sent to hospital for treatment almost instanly. like duh :P

i just thought somethings aren't what it used to be like.
it's hard to break free from the thinking or barrier which obstructs one's feelings and to return to the past.
i just thought i'm so confused right now and i shouldnt be.
let go and be free.

yet, i feel this peace flowing in my heart, life, mind.
Thank You Lord.

SUCK AT UPDATING BLOG.

2008-03-28T14:46:00.002+08:00

ok so it wasn't totally a bad day overwhelmed by poor math results.
afterall, everyone around me performed quite well relative to their expectations and i feel happy for them :)

i'm rather glad that my gp grades maintained.
i got exactly what i aimed for.
C. good enough for pple like me, always conversing in BROKEN ENGLISH. :D:D:D:D

and i'm gonna openly CONFESS.
my math got a U grade [like what fong ching said, we're all set to go to the U-niversities with all our UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUs. bwahhaa.]

MR MATH, why do you let me down?
but i'm just gonna P.U.S.H till i think i've tried hard enough.
to be fairly honest, i've only worked fairly hard.
i did no memorising of ANY DEFINITIONS except for PRINCIPLE OF SUPERPOSITION and i didn't even attempt to read through past lecture notes which were deemed helpful and relevant to MBT [in short for march block test].

hahaha. enough of my rants.
perhaps i should feed you with something lighter and more delightful so you'd keep coming back ;D

i was feeling kinda down after math lecture today and was kept company by the ever so wonderful girlfriends! :D:D okay. this, in my opinion is a structural and expression error.
LOL.

sabrina recalled she "ÖWED" us a cup of bubble tea each due to the exam scoring system our click had established last year during promos. so i got my USUAL HONEY MILK TEA and after a sip, i was absolutely gonna forget the poor math result. bubble tea does wonders for me.

and it set me thinking that i should overlook this FAILURE and set my foresight further, and to aim for A's. i believe i shldn't be demoralised and even if it comes to seeing the MS LAI due to poor results, i stand firm in being not demoralised.

at this point of time, i would like to express thanks to MR NG KARKIT.
he never gave up on us, he set an example for us to follow, he led us on.

he was really sweet.
each of us received a bookmark with encouraging verses on it.
although i could sense that he didn't understand us well individually, he is trying to.

i'm not gonna make CHILDISH comparison on my blog but if you do meet me, i'd be glad to tell you.

it's been really nice today.
wonder how minfeifeifeifeifei is coping inCHINA! :D:D

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2008-02-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

OH WHEEEEEE!
thank God that both physics SPA and chem SPA are over! :D:D
think there's still skill A?
[UNCERTAIN AND REMAINS NONCHALENT]

okok, so hear my rants!

RANT #1 : i have been experiencing MOODSWINGS ever since like last week.
really sucks to be feeling the ups and downs so frequently! and i think i have offended certain pple with my speech and i also feel that i shouldn't bother too much about it ços i'm just being sensitive. As a matter of fact, i am.

RANT #2: i can't can't can't can't pass chem for goodness'sake! :(:(:(
chem chem chem, why are you being such meanie and deducting my points relentlessly.
you are persistent and inordinate and thus CHEM-FLATION.
[econs students shall understand and for the rest, be lost. or very lost. ;D]

RANT #3: i've gained weight. seriously FAT.

and now that i've finished my whining, i can say for sure I AM FEELING SO MUCH BETTER.
like woah! :D

and the BULK is heavy, ever since morning i've been complaining of it, hahaha.
the girls in class should catch my hint.
they know exactly what i'm talking about.

HELLO WORLD (:

2008-02-22T11:52:00.002+08:00

it had been an exhausting week.
literally and figuratively.
THURSDAY:
PE was bad, everyone looked as if their souls were taken away from them after the interval runs.
interval runs sounded like an easy job, doesn't it?
BUT it ain't! :(:(:(

then we had physics spa!
it was the first time i could list out so many sources of errors that finally made sense!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i can't promise i did a good job but you can be rest assured i won't flunk that paper which makes up like less than 10% of the a-levels physics.

after class which ends at 4.15pm,
i rushed home to get a change of clothes and arrived back at school to enter SOIREE.
it was a relatively great night with sabrina and sock huay!:D
ambience was there, the music is good, the crowd is sporting.
AND THE PERFORMERS LOOKED FANTASTIC :D:D:D
LIKE SUPER COOL OKAY.
then sabrina and sock huay would give me a face to signal how bad i've been going on and on about him.

2007-11-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

it was certainly heartwarming to see the exchange of vows.
it was more than sweet.
it was blissful.

i could imagine MS SHARON LIM and MR RANDALL LIM spending the rest of their lives together, living their lives as God's vessels, living lives as God loves them.

their strong passion for the Lord moves me.
how sweet it is to see/hear a fellow brother or sister in Christ sharing their love for the Glorious King!

at that moment, i felt like their my children and that they've finally found a life companion.

then the MJC choir performed the song, "can't help falling in love".
i think it was tian shang jia tian man! :D

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SIDETRACK of the day:

the BBTC youth church is holding a festival of fun for the public as well as peers!
there will be mini stalls including live church boy bands, pop corn machines, song dedication and more! :)

it is like an open house for the public to visit our newly built CHURCH!
this will be held on this coming saturday, from 3pm - 8pm!
interested pls sms me or SIMPLY CONTACT ME.

wakaka!

2007-11-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

thrill of the day:

i was promoting for starhub cable tv in bedok.
then i knocked on this unit like "knock knock, knock knock".
after that, i heard a lady [probably in her fifties], screamed at me!
it was very very HIONG! the tone was very very similar to like "you dare to knock, you still dare to knock, i come and kill you ah!"
then i was like super terrified!! [ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGH]
and and and!
guess what!
i predicted she would run out of her house to GET me! and i was preparing to hide upstairs.
[she's at 3rd storey, i'm halfway between 3rd and 4th]
then i heard her slippers, *PIAK PIAK* like super loud!
so i frantically ran upstairs and hid between the pillars !!! WAHHHH
super scary but thrilling.

i think i saw the broom.