:)

i know that fateful night has been trying.
has been hurting.
but it's okay.
it's an outward expression of all of your loves.
i just wanted all of you to know one thing.
i was getting ready to take a cab down to join you guys for the night party.
but i wasn't allowed to know where you're all are.
i admit that i should have joined earlier.
i'm sorry about that.
but nevertheless, it was harsh. not letting me in when i try to.
saying things that really made me tear.
that night i rmb, i welcomed the new year.

maybe, we should sit down and talk where both parties clarify and justify their own stand.
but overall, what envelopes us is love.
thank you for wanting me to be there:)
i learnt something from aaron,
you musn't look at the actions of that person but the heart behind those actions.

yesterday, it was as if God answered my prayers.
:) thank you my friend.
i love you.
thank you for that call.
to be honest, i didn't wanna reveal all these to you and i knew he would have said things like this to you guys, and yet why am i not defending myself?
cos i feel there's no point in doing so.
firstly, it doesn't work.
secondly, he's still my friend, i dont wanna defame him.

the new year is good.
it's a good start!:)
and i'm looking forward to meeting you people again, and im not ashamed to say that cos in the same way, this is my outward expression of love.
MUACKS!:)