oh man. it's the last last few moments of year 2009, and i just wanna say it has been a good year nevertheless!:)

sure there's ups and downs, but these makes life LIFE. haha.

there are a few groups of people i wanna speak to-
1) GANG OF 13 THEN BECOME 12 THEN NOW 11:
thank you all of you lovely people for entering my life 5 years ago! i really couldn't have imagined a life without any one of you, without all those stupid and retarded activities we had. as the years strode by, we grow, we mature altogether. this year has been trying for everyone of us, it;s a struggle to keep up with schedules, to comform and to sacrifice but i really hope everyone tries their best to make our outings happen! let us not wade away these 5 years and ongoing friendship! :)

2) to mr. good friend:
i know we have had a number of misunderstandings and conflicts unresolved. you seek to let them wriggle off by themselves but i want to let you know, what you've done, what you've tried so hard to possess is intimidating me. and i need time to cool off, to let it sink down. and i feel this cool off is best for both of us. you have your time to adjust to a more less hectic lifestyle. nevertheless thank you for being someone so close to me for these few years. i really treasure you. take care and no more wellowing in depression!

3) to mr. nice:
i never forget any of the nice things you've done for me. but becos i do not want to mislead you, i had to pretend like i didn't appreciate them. in fact, i showed subtle appreciation. i feel that you are one of the best guys around and you have it all when it comes to being the guy for many girls. i'm thankful to God for bringing you back to Christ, i'm thankful for the positive and closely knitted friendship we have, you are someone i really trust and depend alot on. yes, you've changed my life for the better just like i told you. and no matter rain or shine, our friendship stays you understand me? :) so don't keep things to yourself! share it with me, i will lessen your burden for you :D

4) to family:
this year has been rather positive, sure there are ups and downs. times when we are cold, times when we get heated up, but in the end love envelopes everything. and i just wanna let you know, beneath it all, i do love every single one of you, including the domestic helper who seems like a sister now. you've changed alot, become someone so unfamiliar and i hope you'd just return back to the sweet elder sister i've always looked upon. :)

5) to cell group:
i love you guys!:) SALT SHAKERS! we should have our group tee like we promised!:) and and and, i'm sorry on missing out on cell group meetings so often. i will prioritise my time better, give me a chance ok? and this year no matter how trying, whenever i go back to cell, it never fails to bring me such warmth as close as home. i thank God for these people, for each one of us are so different. we complement each other. we are the best ok! :D

6) to banana-fied:
thank you:) i thank God for getting to know you. and i look forward to times with you!

7) to MAKO-ians and VE-ians:
this is something really new. VE. this year. haha, i got to know this bunch of good looking and dynamic individuals! it has been so fun working with you people, i pocketed our smiles and bring it to work everyday! continue to work hard for your positions, and mako... TOP TEAM!:) ohoh, i love those supper nights and walking back home from office with heels!