sometimes, penning down your thoughts or your ideas ain't the best thing to do.
cos some things may be said in a fit of anger, out of sudden emotional gushes or either when you just feel like it sounds the best. so i believe my actions for the life ahead can speak for what i'm thinking.

tonight, i'm going to try something new.
nope, i'm not going to lie to myself and say i'm forgetting you or i hate you/myself those sort of things. i won't stoop down to levels that made our relationship looked so ugly. indeed it's beautiful. even till today, as you deny your rights, the efforts any of us can make, it has been the best of all.
no, the best of all was you.

alright so tonight, i'm going to smile.
and thank you for saying what you've said on your blog.
yes, i've gotten up and here i am, ready to conquer my new world without you!
it really just wakes me up.

and, i'd just want you to know.
never will i hate you,
if you should have any problems and need a listening ear or some company of any sort,
you can still, if you're willing, give me a call. :)

spread those wings and fly,
butterfly.

-Mariah Carey