tonight's a long night.
filled with tears.
filled with awesome sadness.
and yet, it really ended off with a smile.
it ended off with a walk worth remembering.

i don't know if you'd believe me, but.
i know. i will remember this even ages later.
cos. no walk's been so special.


okay, i need to let the air out here.

the short time spent together was to the fullest.
more than anytime that can make up for it.
it's not a stupid fetish kinda thing, i think you changed me. you changed my perceptions of life.
you taught me, how to love others, accept them for who they are, and how to stand by my friends.
you said i taught you many things too.
i hope so.
we ain't leaving without learning from mistakes or if we do not leave as better persons, the what we used to have would not be fruitful.

ain't gonna bluff and say it doesn't hurt.
i wished for myself to be ill so you'd visit, but i guess exams are here, can't do.

here's a song, the chorus is wonderfully sang by David Cook.
and this is what i wanna tell you. [modified]

"We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl BOY don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girlBOY
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no."

i never knew. things could get so emotional. i never knew, you could just break too. we broke down. but still, things, memories, are etched at the back of my mind. they are too important to be missed - like you said. the linkway is named after you. the pictures we took while walking me home for [i dunno if it's the last time]. the frogs you tried protecting me against. the things you said. everything, keeps resounding in my head.

STUPID. i shouldn't still be so sad. so emo.
i can't even type in proper english.

can't wait for exams to be over.

and i can't forget the conversation and thoughts we exchanged tonight.
you really made a difference to my life.
guess i can't celebrate your birthday with you like i would want to.

i just pray that as you walk home, you'll be safe.
God will keep you safe.

i never regretted being with you.
it was simple, it was nice, it was perfect.
you are perfect even till tonight.