as soon as time's up,
my heart sank.
i felt like. hey, i totally lost it.
amanda, look at those blanks, those crappish answers and those ti-kam-ed answers.

it's okay, try harder.
minfei says kum jung's secret to successful results is that,
when you feel like you're driven to the wall by the subject,
revive and push yourself again,
you may have faced the brink of death again but push.

this is madness but this just shows i've gotta try harder.

but i'd like to thank God for making me a more mature person.
as in, at least i'm aware that sometimes i just let emotions take over me.
and i can assert certain self-control.

i have been watching anime recently.
just chiong-ed 11 episodes of it.
okay, let's remove the ''it'''and call it by name.
SPECIAL A.

it's really funny,
a break from the stressful struggles.
it has an element of romance,
feel so touched when the guy tries to protect the girl and blah blah!:D

and the guy's got some special aura.
he's uber smart, he's super skinny, super nice, super considerate, quite charming.
the girl is super cute, super headstrong, super dense when it comes to love, super accomplished.

I thank God for the love we once shared.
Now that we're on our own,
please promise to take care of yourself .
I'll be praying for you till one day, you no longer exist in my heart.