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i feel like i'm cheating myself.
Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 12:30 AM
haha.
i feel so dumb.
wanted to quote so many phrases from the past entries.
entries which had left many people's hearts.
but yet,
i can't let it go.

just to let a friend feel better.
i deceived myself.
i denied my feelings.
a whole lot of them.
i wanted to be heard and yet.
i couldn't.
at the same time i DONT WANT to.

how could you have forgotten it all in such a short while?
how could you?
to think that i... have never forgotten one part of it.
i even dreamt of them, countless times.
i wanted to cry.
but i wanted to smile.
and say, " it was beautiful."

listening to a song of the past.
i thought i've lost myself.
yet, in you.
i see myself again.

i hope i never liked you.