thanks wenZ for being there.

the covenant between us is broken.yupp.gone.haha.well what else can i do besides 'haha-ing'? what can i realli do to salvage this messy situation? yell 'help'?

many things in my life is like topsy-turvy.roller coaster?[you may call it].but at least my girlfriends and jon lim will be here.yupp.they'll never forsake me."God will neither leave nor forsake you." at least i've got new 'bondage', new frens whom i know are trustable as well.in the course of my pathetic life[now], i can still fall and let my frens catch me.only frens..

woke up super early this morning.before dawn breaks!haha.6.30 am.went for the REELAX thing at sentosa [siloso beach].yupp yupp.go get myself real burnt.=Pp

at first felt realli 'extra' as i only got to know a few before today.later on, comes FUN.hahas.games laa~~ bonds all together.and we got to play ULTIMATE FRISBEE`WRESTLING`BUILDING BALLOON MINES`.hees.i was in group C which happened to be jared,candy++'s group.yippie!=D

then got one bad guy who threw the paper ball at me two times!we're playing dodgeball and he aimed at my weak back.haha.not realli weak jus that it hurts.then i pay that bad guy baCK with the same thing he did after the game.=X

later went into the pool...or rather shallow beach and got ourselves wet and drenched.wasnt wearing my swimming costume laa~ but got bring extra clothes.it was fun.then helped ian snatched his shirt bag.the guys ahh...got take off his bottoms from below...and ian hid in the 'dark waters' hoping to get his pants back.and his stare was like...filled with 'HATRED'.haha!!

later went to bathe with our clothes on at the outdoor showers.hha.so pai seh!then the boys came along and we stopped showering.=/ tian ah...hen chou! =Pp

yet my day was filled with longing.and false hopes.