it's the las day of term four.and even so,i dun feel the holiday spirit YET.hmm.had choir again this afternoon and boy,ain't i busy! haa.was running up and down to make sure everything was in place.thus i didn't get a chance to have a nice talk with mrs lock.oh well...mayb next time.=/

oh yarh,had to gather on monday for an audition.STARSTRUCK.hope that guy wun back out of this thing.i trust that he wun!=D

today wenZ 'helped' me ask mdm siak whether i and gerold can change place and i heard from adeline that mdm siak 'tou-xiao-ed'.hees.so cheeky ya?=P

shuen and jon weren't here in school today.=( they were still at shenyang.missed them.their laughter.their irritating voices.haha.=X.their crapps.hey guys...promise me you'll enjoy yourselves k?and you guys mus MUS MUST come back horx!!i'll be waiting!

during choir,had a talk with my fren.hmm.persecution bout you.but it's nothing.for i like you.and...altho u're at fault,i still think this matter isn't worth brooding over abt.jus hope...everything's gonna be alrite!=) 'xi wang ni men bu hui bu kai xin le!'

went back to pri school AGAIN.this time for motivation night.haha.jus sat there and listened to the boring speaker talk.haha.his talk wasn't appealing to us,teenagers,cos it seemed all like 'kiddy talk'.=Pp at the end of the talk,we realised they hadn't order enough food for us.*aiya..*haa.but in the first place,we're not there cos of all the food!so it doesnt make a diff actualli.that 'suan-able' security guard there made me feel so 'full' with his "you all ahh...all come here to have free dinner" remark.humph!show you arh.i'm not eating.i'll get my own food.*hee hee..stupid security guard,i'll show you show you show you!!!* eeks..amanda's so childish.uh-oh.

jus realised..that everything seemed so clear to me nowadays.somehow,everyone seemed so..fake?haha.everything that's done has a motive behind it?why so..?why am i feeling this way..?am i starting to hate this world?it can't be.cos...i'm alwaes MIEE.