today ah.went ah lim's hse for cell.haha.slacked till the very las minutes then started the worship and bible study.hehe.now can't realli laugh much.cos read someone's nick...and tot...mayb...my attitude realli sucks.but i jus wan to let this guy know that,all i meant was for him to stop suan0ing me.whether he actualli notices.but jus cos that time im still angry,so i may sound a lil' harsh [sms].but even when im angry,i still bother to tell him.cos i care.and i hope our frenship lasts,FOREVER.

but like what the speaker said today,the devil will use chances to make us feel real bad and sucky.so we can't fulfil our duties and be unhappy.the God will feel sad.so..i shall not!haha.but still,this is like a big rock in the most vulnerable part of my heart.thus,i have to clear everything.i dunn wan things to turn out like this..really.i'm salvaging this frenship--the only connection between us.

yes,and the practice of self-control is realli imp.no wonder i keep feeling God is tellin me to practise more self-control.i have to face consequences due to the lack of self-control [harshness and bad temper].and i realli am SORRY.

I'M SORRY, WAI HONG.