so early now.and im blogging.jus read someone's blog so i decided to state certain things here.

firstly, if you dun trust what im saying,then it okay.also.there are 3 reasons altogether and i've tol you all ler.most prob you forgot.
1)religion
2)not ready
3)feelings

yes.God is the most imp one to me.and if..i have to give up certains things for Him,i'll try to.like what the female pastor said todae,"come what may."

went to church today and worship wasnt as nice as las week.but it was okay.=) oh ya and continued studying for the chap on Esther.it was a chapter that proved to be really useful for me.

before service started,i was crying cos i was sad.but after praise and worship,i cried cos i was elated,relieved and touched.=D GOD IS GREAT!!!yippie!!

and we went to wai's house to fetch him out.haha.went for a drink then parted le.

oh ya, and i un-sucked myself.hmm.im happy.and yes,im shameful of what i've done.altho i can explain that it wasnt something one has control over.however,at the very least i dared to tell.i dared to let you know.i dared to admit my fault.i feel bad but i've found a way to make up.and i've begun looking at life from another perspective.i owe it all to the great and almighty,God.=
)

when your heart is filled with so much love,you possibly can't feel frustrated.
esp when the love is from God.