i'm sad and feelin' real useless.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @ 11:46 AM
haii...bloggie..i'm so despondent today.'cos i failed my physics paper.haii.sian.i'm so saddened.why am i so useless and stupid?haii...=( i can't feeling so.24/50 i wasted 6 marks away due to my carelessness.=/ 6 marks you know?it'd make such a great difference!why am i so useless?this is the first time i've gotten such 'ugly' results.i've let my parents down.how could i?haii.i failed chi and math too.am i too stupid?*sigh* i am.i am.i know i am.
had PE today,with the intention to run but ms goh wasn't here thus we were given 'free games'.played captain ball,as usual,and jumped here and there.haha.sweat lohx.at first i felt quite cheerie ler cos i've already cheered up from the 2 failures yesterday.this is my 2nd day on diet,mus support me k?=Pp haha.afters got physics.firstly,mr bakar conducted the lecture.afterwards,he gave out the tests papers.sian.and i failed.i FAILED.*moody moody*this was when i began to feel all 'sour' but i managed to get rid of this utmost 'sourness' so i can concentrate on my english paper.i can't jus let myself do badly for the paper 'cos i feel unhappie ritex?life still has to go on and there are just so many things worth living for!!!=D i'm mad.yuppx.mad and useless.uselessly mad.=) thank you yann dar.thanx for cheering me up =).u're a nice friend.haha.mm.today went for choir but mr yong decided to take a leave at ard 5.15pm.yippie!!thus we stopped singing at 5pm!haha.then we snatched candies and all from our conductor and sat there to rot.=P then after choir,committee had to stay back for a short meeting.got bad news...for mie.haha.=X yupp karmen,i'll give it a go.at least i try le then i'll know whether i'm up to it.thanx...!then i accompanied karmen to the 201 mac and we chatted over our meal.=) karmen,sharing is caring,caring is sharing!=D haha.lamer!(me) guess i've already cheered up somehow.hees.kkx.mus thank yann dar and my dear bloggie.oh yarh tmr is yuanX's bdae.happie bdae in advance tuu euu!!=D hope he'll like our present.it's a girft from our hearts.=) let me try to stay up late to wish him a happie bday ba!what are frens for ;) pple were dere to ``cheer me up during my darkest moments. what about you?
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