i forgot to blog yesterday cos i returned home rather late... and... i was so saddened by everything. i still remember the day we went cycling when i was pushing my bike instead, then there was once when we picked seashells by the shore, then on your bdae i made cookies for you and the view there was so nice, then we talked on the phone till 4am+, the first time i went to kbox with you, when i brought you to church, when i sent you home, at your bus stop, when i cried leaving your block, shopping for food (fiesta), when i was irritated cos you suan mie, when we argued over religion problems, when i told you tat i was afraid of all those revealing pictures on the web, when we walked to the end of pasir ris park after the stay at jon lim's hse, when you pet my head, the meh meh, when i cried telling you abt things, when i asked you why you're feeling so cold and all those wonderful things... yet all can only remain as memories for eu and mie.

" whenever i close my eyes,

i can see you,

so... i jus want to sleep forever,

knowing now everything's gone and over."